Comments | saucyji: I know... it's like, "Who cares, right?"

saucyji

I know... it's like, "Who cares, right?"

Jul 11, 2005 01:57

Wow. Hi. I guess I have a lot to talk about. So much has been going on lately, I don't even know where to start. I'm just going to begin typing and see where exactly it leads me.

Lately, life has been amazing, but at the same time, not so much. I have a really difficult time pinpointing exactly what it is that's getting me down so much. I think in ( Read more... )

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I c are! squeakgilligan July 15 2005, 16:36:33 UTC

i understand the whole lonliness thing, it's not ridiculous.just cuz poeple have lots of friends doesn't mean that they are not lonely, you need a man or a woman, depending on how you are feeling these days, i think that would help, even if it's like a one night stand, it helps, trust me... from ever boring experience, i know. The weed, even though you used to be totally anti-drug, i don't thing any should worry if you actually only smoke a little, no big deal, for everyone reading this you know you've done it, or want to do it so don't be critical, not if you start driving high, well thats just stupid, i know you're not stupid, so i think its great that you do weed, happy weed smoking, plus while smoking weed people tend to laugh, laughing is a scientifically proven way to help keep the body healthy and it keep up people mental state.

Love ya, miss ya. hope you feel better, do some cocaine or acid and you'll feel better way quick. hehe.

JohnLee

lastdecember July 18 2005, 02:56:13 UTC

hey my darlin'.

i just got home, and i'm about to call you. it was so weird to come home to 115 degree heat after being in a cold and rainy place.

sometimes its good to think things out, you know? but i do understand what you mean about not wanting to. if you ever want to talk, well...duh. i'm here. :P

missed you. its been 15 days! or something...

see you soon,
sarah

smileforrach888 July 24 2005, 18:49:53 UTC

Hey hun,
Pretty sure we haven't talked in ages, but I just wanted to give you a ::MENTAL HUG:: I know sometimes it seems that emotions get ahold of you and take control, but just know that they do work themselves out. :) If you ever need anything, you know my number. I hope that you're feelin' better, I love you!
xoxox
-Rach
ps- Like you once told me: I'll give you a hug, we'll go on a walk, and I'll buy you ice cream <3

shazzam2306 July 28 2005, 07:08:08 UTC

Hey there. I've felt the loneliness, being lost, the drugs, the lack of freedom, all of that. It kinda bothered me how much I knew what you were talking about, and how I know that feeling. Sometimes I just lose it cause life was so much better for me when I was out of the house, and now I feel like any good I got out of it isn't in my life anymore... it's gone downhill and I get so pissed trying to bring it back to the way things used to be. I'm not gonna ramble, cause I see you've got a good deal of that from friends already. But if you ever have nothing to do or something, definitely call me. 6233768375. I have ZERO problem driving people around.

Much love,
Brennon