eh, i don't post here, just stop by to see what peeps are up to. though i don't really post anywhere else anymore. so i'm going to try
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Oh, you're not just talking to yourself, honey. Even if I wouldn't comment, I'd be reading. :P I'm a secret stalker lurker like that.
I hear you on the internet thing, though. It's easier to stay on your rump in front of the pretty box instead of actually doing something. Especially if you happen to get a cat... (like now for me, silly N'Kari).
And I don't think you should worry too much about class. At least, take it from someone who's trying to let go and just enjoy the movements and not think about it so damn much. I really do better when I close my eyes and don't stare at myself in the mirrors. That's awesome that you're practicing at home, too. I don't seem to even do that. It's stupid. You're beautiful, you're awesome, and even if I have to remind you to breathe constantly, the stress will go away. And when it's away, you'll wonder what the fuck you were worrying about so much 'cuz it'll seem pretty fucking lame.
I wuvs you. You need help, you let me know, and I'll see what I can do and how it can be done. *HUG
you? a stalker? yay! all of my past stalkers have been creepy quiet men! haha, seriously. thanks for thanks for the support hon, with all the things going on in your lives it seems i shouldnt be complaining. heh.
regarding class, yes i know its silly. i just stare in the damned mirror and start at my big hips and this bump in my throat and i just can't get over it at times. and watching you and the others so graceful...eh. and yes, i practice at home (and sometimes even at work) and i have to admit, im much more relxed and better and home. i should take it from you and try to just let go!
You are beautiful. I lurve your hips and the lump is one of those things that won't be there forever, but it's a part of you now, and so that's another thing about you to love. :P
And we're all only human. Don't think it'll ever be smooth. We've all got our own things going on.
i know i know, but its hard to get over things sometimes. sucks. there are so many things about me, heh, don't get me started on my chest, and i know i will feel so much better about things after i go to the doctor's on tuesday and start taking my radioactive pills!!!
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I hear you on the internet thing, though. It's easier to stay on your rump in front of the pretty box instead of actually doing something. Especially if you happen to get a cat... (like now for me, silly N'Kari).
And I don't think you should worry too much about class. At least, take it from someone who's trying to let go and just enjoy the movements and not think about it so damn much. I really do better when I close my eyes and don't stare at myself in the mirrors. That's awesome that you're practicing at home, too. I don't seem to even do that. It's stupid. You're beautiful, you're awesome, and even if I have to remind you to breathe constantly, the stress will go away. And when it's away, you'll wonder what the fuck you were worrying about so much 'cuz it'll seem pretty fucking lame.
I wuvs you. You need help, you let me know, and I'll see what I can do and how it can be done. *HUG
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thanks for thanks for the support hon, with all the things going on in your lives it seems i shouldnt be complaining. heh.
regarding class, yes i know its silly. i just stare in the damned mirror and start at my big hips and this bump in my throat and i just can't get over it at times. and watching you and the others so graceful...eh.
and yes, i practice at home (and sometimes even at work) and i have to admit, im much more relxed and better and home. i should take it from you and try to just let go!
thanks sweetie. i wuv you too! you're super!
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And we're all only human. Don't think it'll ever be smooth. We've all got our own things going on.
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loooooove you!
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