college is going really really good, today i walked around campus alone and thought about life. I think that i have everything i want, i mean maybe somethings arent the way i want them but i still have them. I think that im staying here this weekend cause no ones called to have me come over. i think ill be ok with resting here this weekend, im ( Read more... )

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so. my weekend was pretty fun. saw a really good Ska band, got some really good cds, saw red eye that kinda disappointed me, saw my parents and they got me more stuff for the dorm. i spent a good amount of time with alex, i had a really good time being friends so whatever happens , happens. Today im half way done with class, i have PE, Piano and ( Read more... )

so 3 more classes for this week. i feel really crazy about college like i feel alone and yet like im in the coolest place in the world. this weekend should be good, i think im gonna hang out with my parents and i know im hangingout with alex...if thats smart or not ill leave it up to god to tell. cross my fingers i can see johnpaul and others 2! ( Read more... )

so i finally have someone that i think will be my best friend, names Sarah, last night i was feeling shitty so we watched a musical and sang along with it. it feels good to have someone there finally. i miss rachel and brandi and johnpaul and all my friends but college is slowly changeing my life so for right now im not so sad. but i missing one ( Read more... )

so i take it back, im really lonely and bored. life is good, but unless it gets better im gonna go crazy. i stayed up most of last night thinking about what i really want, how i really feel turns out i have no idea. i have the choice of completely cuting out everyone in orlando, everyone that make me sad and never talking to them agian. or i have ( Read more... )

so i finally got my computer in my dorm room, so ill be on and you guys can talk to me. at 1st i was really homesick and sad but im starting to love it a lot. im going thru some pretty serious changes. i am starting to feel like living on my own is a really good idea. i am also out a boyfriend and yeah it makes me sad but maybe its a good thing,i ( Read more... )

im 5 mins away from leaveing. im so glad now. my parents are being crazy! well ill chat with you guys when my dad hooks up my computer in my dorm room. call me to check up.

so yesturday was cool, got my hair cut got my bellybutton done, watched Myles and Alex play sports for 3 hours, and the super best part of my day was watching alex open his bday gift i got him. he was being a little boy so i let him open it early, he really liked it, that made me feel like i really knew him and that makes me happy. well i think im ( Read more... )