Suddenly I want to have that feeling of being with someone. Now the confusion and pain all seam worth it to find that that. I only post this because earlier I said I was undecided. Who knows what tommorrow will bring in terms of feelings. Thats how quickly it changes with me. When the right girl shows up, hopefully I'll recognize it and do ( Read more... )

O my goodness. These dreams ive been having are crazy. It's like my heart wants to be with someone, my head is kinda torn, and my spirit wonders if this is what God wants right now for me. And all this is mixed up in these dreams. One second I'll be with someone in the dream, then I won't, then I kind of will. And really, I kinda like it because it ( Read more... )

I was reading some old LJ entries and I think I was a little to hard on myself for putting up so many walls in the past. I realize that sometimes I would take it too far but I would rather risk that than have every mood be contigent(word of the day =)) on what someone else thinks of me. Ex. theres a girl in my speech class that I could see myself ( Read more... )

I am thankful for: God, this country, and family. I have use of of my ears. Think about, how would you like to wake up tommorrow and never here another sound agayne. These things we so take for granted until they are gone. Thank you God for my ears.

If God is your co-pilot, switch seats.

Here is a really good website showing many of the different religions of the day and how they compare to Christianity. If nothing else, it is full of information in case soomeone is curious. http://www.contenderministries.comRead more... )

I got a fricken 84 on my history test. That is soooooo awesome. I nailed the essay part but didnt do as well on the multiple choice. I love history just the teacher(really really nice teacher) is kinda boring. The guy in front of me actually falls asleep in class and I kinda kid him about it. I was really worried that I wasn;t doing well in the ( Read more... )

A couple days ago I went to sign on to my AIM account(on my cpu), which I haven't done for a long time, and it said I was already signed on... turns out that my cell phone signed on for who knows how long. So if anyone was confused by me saying i handt signed on for a while and then saw me online, there you are =)

LOVE THE WEATHER!!!!!!!!! I love going to class cloudy. I love even more raining. I always have ( Read more... )

I just realized that i say I just realized alot =) Thats all

Love this weather. Clouds. Quick someone take a picture. Maybe I should find out if Shirley Manson of garbage is dating anyone(she sang I'm only happy when it rains ;) and I love the rain ( Read more... )