OK, well, what am I doing? I have no clue. Why do I let these little things bug me so much. I still can;t figure out why she won't answer such a simple question when she said she would have the previous nite. But you know how I learned my actions affect you, well your actions affect me. I don't know. I am sorry for calling a bunch of times last ( Read more... )

Ok, its the morning after. That pain that I was waiting for has finally arrived. It was inevitable. While its not as bad as I thought it would be, its obviously more than I want to have. I know it will pass. Last nite was kind of like the nite she confirmed that she didn't want a relationship. I really didn't feel the full thing until the morning ( Read more... )

OK, we did in fact break up. It was a combination of a bunch of things. She is super busy with school and work, I(for one reason or another) seamed tense around her alot. Still, for future reference, I hope the next time she write a live journal entry, she'll put down all the things i did right(you know my memory kendra) and all the things i did ( Read more... )

OK, it is 11:20 do you know where your kids are? Anywho, my girlfriend just laid something on me(get your mind out of the gutter). She has alot going on right now. She's got school and work. It's alot for her. Me, I don't have as much. What does this mean? Well it means that if she decides to stay with me, that I can be there to do something with ( Read more... )

Fine, I don;t need this crap. I send you a sweet message saying that ill come in to cu u and do u even respond? No. Fine, and u wonder why guys treat you like they have. You proobably make them feel like they are wasting their time with u because they put themselves out and you give nothing in return. Fine, maybe this is a misunderstanding, and i ( Read more... )

Unknown(try and sing it to the tune of Fuel’s “Innocent ( Read more... )

1 week to go till i make a decision. Maybe the decision will be made for me or maybe an answer will come to me before that. I know you are wondering what I am talking about............ mystery yes!!!!!!! OK I know this drives you nutz but i am writing this more for me than for you. Almost to make myself make this decision. OK now I really know you ( Read more... )

TEN random things about me ( Read more... )

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! There, that just about sums up my feelings of school. I got to school and there was no parking so i missed the first day of my history class. Oh well. My speech class seams like it might be ok since the teacher seams nice.

Patience is a Virtue

OK, something just hit me that I just had to write down. All of those who know me know that I can put up walls to keep people out and to keep myself from getting hurt. While that's all fine and good for me, I realize that this effects other people. What's the point you might be asking? I was just doing some thinking, and I realized something. I ( Read more... )