Not at school right now. Got called in for A block...skipping B block...might skip C block. Jeff might call when he gets done with graduation practice and before he has to take his Calc final. I have been having such like a good time with him...it's like that's the only time I am honestly happy. And that scares me to death. I think I might ( Read more... )

Cannot even begin to explain that crazy night. It was bad but not horrible because I sobered up as soon as I knew I needed to. Anyway... Jeff wasn't allowed to come because Mike said no more people.... I feel horrible I don't want Jeff to hate me. And then I befriended Mark Landers even more than I did before...he already called me today to ( Read more... )

So I don't know why, but livejournal has not been working for me. Finally today it did and I see that everyone has been posting like mad but I couldn't read it. And I couldn't post for myself either ( Read more... )

Life is just so much fucking better when I am with him ( Read more... )

Well... I'm happy. He said he would call and he did. He called at like 9:15 when I had just got off work. He called earlier than he said he would which means that he was thinking about it. Anyway then he asked if I wanted to go see a movie. I like that... I like a guy who can like choose something. We didn't have to play the, "What should we ( Read more... )

Intresting track meet to say the least. The events had the making of a good daytime soap. Honest. There were so broken hearts, (well just the one...), a lot of angry people, a lot of WEIRD people, and some new loves bloomed. hahaha ( Read more... )

I have a number of things I want to say, but I don't know where to start. I don't know what I need to say ( Read more... )

really bored so....i'm doing this fucking long quiz ( Read more... )

So... went to school today. Another shit day. I was sort of afraid of what people would say to me after Friday. Everyone just kind of laughed and asked if I was ok. I just laughed it off as best I could :-/ hahaha that kid Dave came and asked how I was and I was like.... um... good thanks. Jeez... he still wants to rape me even when I'm sober ( Read more... )

Fuck. Firday night was messed up. Went to prom with Jeff ...? I don't know. I'm not intrested like that. Anyway... bad things happened after prom. I just got really sad ( Read more... )