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[savemeender]

Wow. I didn't even last a whole 3 hours trying to sleep. This isn't getting old... it has been old. Why when things seem to be getting somewhat better does something fuck it over? Now on top of the other crappy/ horrific dreams I've been having, I seem to be destined to relive the most humiliating and painful experiences of my childhood over and

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[nurikoschezar]

I think you're interesting. Definitely call me up next time you're in town when I am. And I talked to Amber; she totally agrees/understands. If you hadn't made that decision, she probably would yell at you.

[savemeender]

Sure thing... I'll call you when you get back in town from across the pond. I hope you have a great trip :)

Andrew

[telmarin]

You need your sleep. Andrew you have gone through hardships and will go through hardships people will never understand. If people slight them it's because people slight when they don't understand. Have faith and be strong. You can do it. I wish you didn't have to turn to what you are turning to but unforunately I have never been able to keep you away from future alcohol problems and it is your choice. As all things in life are. Don't forget that.

Re: Andrew

[savemeender]

I'm managing for the short term. I just have to get through the next month or so, then I guess a lot of this will be academic. A lot of it is anxiety, so it'll eventually pass. Some thigns are demons I just haven't been able to deal with yet. I'm sorry I didn't talk to you long the other night... things are kinda hectic around here. We'll talk soon, though. Take care.

[proudduckling]

::hug:: Stay strong.

[savemeender]

Thanks... stress = no good.

[shrinky_dinks]

Andrew,

I hope you know that I am only a phone call away. I promise you that anytime (seriously day or night) if you need to talk or yell or scream or anything else, I will gladly listen and help you in any way that I can. I want to know that I care a lot about you. As soon as I can I will make some time to come see you, take you out to eat or something, and spend some time with an old friend. I will call you Monday. Ok?

Talk to you soon.
Sarah

[savemeender]

Thanks, that would be great. Things are just stressful, and I admit I'm not the best in the world with some of it. I'd love to see you, and I look forward to the call. :)