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[savemeender]

I think that after much thinking and speaking of nonsense with Kevin tonight, who was gracious enough to drive me to get some food due to my, um, not being able to (way to be the designated driver, KBake), I have come to a conclusion about the only thing I kinda want before I leave. It's not that complex, either. And I realize it may sound pathetic

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Re: Okay Next Time

[telmarin]

Next time you make a huge decision like this I hope I get more say so. Because I am missing you like crazy. Not to mention I'm running myself into the ground over here and you know AG her only response is, "Well God loves you. And I love you too." I need our friendship bad. Try and come back to me in one piece. It's raining outside my dorm room right now and all I can think is I hope the weather is nice where ever you are training b/c it would suck for it not to be nice.

You Know?

[telmarin]

You know I used to be like all independent and I don't need a relationship to keep me happy (p.s. if I was never like this let's just pretend I was okay?). Well that's gone. Now I'm like this clingy desperate thing to date. It's pathetic Andrew. I need you around to say, "Steven no dice." I'm chasing so hard for love that it SUCKS. Spent Father's Day at home with the King & Queen. I'm worried about them. Dad's super stressed with work and I think Mom is really lonely. Just giving ya a family update. P.S. Told the brother about me. That was rough but I think it's all good.

Saddness

[telmarin]

You know what's terrible. I'm getting all mopey over nobody. When he doesn't IM when he doesn't call I get all...BLAH!

Hey I talked to you Today

[telmarin]

I did and it was great. It brought me mucho much happiness. I hope you are doing better. You do sound tired and I know it's rough but know that i"m thinking of you and praying for you. Take care buddy.

Hey A Concern

[telmarin]

You know what really sucks? AG is all Ms. Happiness McRay of Sunshine. And I tell her people suck and she doesn't believe me. It's like...hey I really wish Andrew were he'd understand. Cause you do understand that sometimes people suck. And not all good people are meant to be good friends with one another. These are lessons that I'm grateful you have learned so that when I speak the same words of wisdom you understand and nod your head. Hope all is well. And I really do miss you.