I guess im giving up..

[saves_my_day]

i have had it, with everything. life. school.friends. i am so fucking sick of acting ok, i am not. i am not ok. i am so fucking sad inside and i cant hide it. now im going to show it, if you dont like it, fuck you. i cant handle this shit anymore. my life is just a fucking routine. i need a change. i cant do this anymore. how can u act so

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[stuck_withme]

dude..whats going on? why are you so sad and everything...you know im you're friend and im here to listen...and you can talk to me if you need someone to talk to...all i know is that beth said that i pissed you off and i dont know what i did...and i had a feeling that this whole entry was about me..but i have no fucking clue whats going on...so please, if you will..inform me or something..cuase i'd like to know...no one ever talks to me when something has to do with me...but if it doesnt its cool..im just confused...well im going to go..i hope your day looks up...and im here if you need to talk to me..even if to you it doesnt feel like that...later days!

[stuck_withme]

btw...theres something i want to ask you, but i dont think im going to ask on here...it kind of bothers me...and im just wondering if its true...i guess i'll talk to you later about it or something...later days..