So now that i have pissed my mom off so bad, she has decided to pretty much kick me out. Shes grounding me, yelled at me, worked my ass off, and told me i was a disappointment and a fuckup. I feel like a million bucks right now! Well it is all my fault adn i am going to appologize but i never thought it would be this big of a deal. Like i totally ( Read more... )

When i woke up yesterday i called caitlin and she screwed up the day for the fireworks and a different park so we spend the day at Kristins and had a bbq and swam and not to mention the most vigorious wrestling match of all times. They were wedgies, biting, and bleed. But it was all good fun. Then we went swimming adn had raft races and of course ( Read more... )

Went to Bob's last night and watched a "Movie." Then we were just kinda hangin out. I foug out that he is very tickles in his stomach area. Which was very cute cuz he made this really funny squinty face. Then we were just talking and stuff but i enjoy hanging out with him cuz hes so cute and awesome. I asked him if he wanted to hang out the 4th ( Read more... )

I didn't go to sleep until 630 and got up at 715 and i was soo sleepy and my tummy hurt so bad. My mom didn't even get me coffee and i didn't eat. Then i had to go to Lockport and schedule my classes and the stupid counsler wants me to be in a speddie classes and i was like hells no. then i had to get a gym uniform and bathing suit for swimming ( Read more... )

Today i woke up and went with caitlin adn kris so that they could sign up for behind the wheel. Rather boring but always intresting. Then we ate at Panera and it was yummy. Then we went to Gaylens where i had a burst of extreme bitchiness and i felt bud but something is bothering me but i don't know what. Then we came back to caitlin's where i ( Read more... )

The days are long the nights are lonely...Sometimes i wish i had someone to hold me...Your the one i want but just can't have...This feeling never gets old or fades... I just keep thinking about you and all the things we'll never do... No on sees what i see in you... I'm trying to forget you but my heart just won't let me.

Guyz are the biggest pain in the ass. That is all i need to say im so sick of getting my heart broken. I thought that maybe John had changed but no he didn't. I'm soo stupid for thinking that he might actually like me but no hes liked to use me! He is soo shady and shallow. But he didn't even do anything thing wrong he just hurt me once again ( Read more... )

I'm in like with john middle name goldsberry! hes sooo cute and hes rides bmx/ motocross! lol hes sooo stupid but we love him anyways! everyone approves of him. i just hopehe doesn't do what he did last time! Ill beat him if he does and he asked me if i wanted to go out friday! YEAA BUDDY!! hecame over to caitlinson tuesday and we watched texas ( Read more... )

Yea so yesterday I went shopping and I bought a dress for sweetheart and and I really don't wanna go anymore because its gunna be lame. But I told caity I would go and I get in for free so what ever I think im meeting john after hes a tard and would come because he doesn't dance! anyways the dress is pretty sweet, but the best part are the sweet ( Read more... )

Guys are incredible mean! yesterday i was talkign to the guy i liked and he got me to tell him i liked him adn thati thougth he was hot then goes yea i have a girlfriend. i was like wow! It felt liek having your heart ripped out torn apart thrown on the ground stepped on then stuffed in a meat grinder. its not the best feeling in the world. I am ( Read more... )