its so strange to think that this could all be nothing! i suppose if there are any true supreme beings they will understand my skepticism. i want to stop this silly journal. its kind of fun though. stupid, nonetheless. oh well! haha. wheee.

let me see ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that clouds do not always resemble europe, rather europe itself simply looks like a cloud.

nothing is exactly as it seems anymore its all so weirdi cant figure anything out its very difficult to distinguish one feeling from another ( Read more... )

FRIDAY ( Read more... )

last night i had the strangest dream where everything was exactly how it seemed. where concerns about the world getting warmer; the people thought they were just being rewarded, for treating others as they like to be treated, obeying stop signs and curing diseases, for mailing letters with the address of the sender, now we can swim any day in ( Read more... )

i reckon i should start moving on again.
nighttime will be here soon, its gonna get mighty cold round these parts. I wouldnt want to be alone down here when the sun sets.

Im tired of being calum. i want to be someone else now. maybe just for a little while i dont know maybe if i liked it more being someone else or even something else. i could stay someone else if i really liked it. maybe i need a change in surroundings. i could move to canada. my parents thuoght abuot moving to B.C. I liked it alright there. i ( Read more... )

i like girls. really i doo. i think im too passive about girls. or not too passive but they dont realize im being passive about them. i mean in general. im just being general here. tum de tum.im so general. anyway thats my deal. im just too cool for cool. and the girls are like oh calum hes so stupid. i hate him. and some of them are like hes okay ( Read more... )

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