I had a big blow-out with grammy earlier. THen a sec. ago we had a real talk. Never has she ever listened the way she did then..it was good. I feel better. I have still decided that moving out for a little while with my sister is best. It's still inlakeland though. I'm going to church on sunday with cass. I need to get involved with people my age ( Read more... )

I am just going to get back to the basics. I am leaving to live with my sister in a few weeks. It's innevitable. It's going to happen. I cannot live here anymore. I don't hate my family..just too much unwanted stress that I can't deal with right now. Gosh I feel like a 50 year old trapped in a 15 year old body..too uch<3

wake up.

take shower.

make-up.

clothes.

church.

(discover I have a cold :\)

home.

yelling.

tears.

change of clothes.

mall.

new skirt.

new grammy clothes.

b-day present for Jenna.

home.

yelling.

tears.

phone (brandon<3)

talk with stephanie.

television.

eat.

phone again (brandon<3 ( Read more... )

I have a stye. Brandon is signing his life away to the NAVY tomorrow. He is gone getting his physical in tampa today and tomorrow. The hurricanes are ruining the little life I have ( Read more... )

hmm...I wish I could change everything about my life..everything but him.

That I would def. keep.

everything else could go and I doubt I would miss it much..I think I just got a great idea.

if you have a 95 A and you get a zero for a 300 pt. project..what is your grade ( Read more... )

new email: daretobe doughty@aol.com

(another typed out LJ post deleted because I am now so aware that people do read this. I don't want to "offend" people or talk about inappropriate subjects)

I hate Biology. Everyone is just...mean.

I feel like screaming but even if I did..no one would turn to see. No one would stop me...no one would notice.

.::make me invisible::.

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eh...nothing to do toda again. Cleaning my room like a good girl so I can go home with Brandon tomorrow ( Read more... )