Of all emotions

Guilt & pity haunts me most

Got a job
Ate kentucky
Supre in the mail
Listened to Matchbox 20 Beyonce Archuleta and Powter

isn't gonna last, isn't even gonna begin

think i just found something i want to hold on to
blindly

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Today was a mighty awesome day. 
Been waiting for a good day for a long while, 
Things never felt more right/decent, I really needed that

Thank God for family, I never felt more welcomed.


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I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying, trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song it ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside

oxfords or not...

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THE CRAMPS ARE SUCKING THE FREAKING LYF OUT OF ME I WOULD BET THERE ARE AT LEAST A THOUSAND HUGEASS ACIDIC LOLLIPOPS CHURNING INSIDE ME.  SINCE THEY ARE NOT GOING TO STOP I MIGHT AS WELL HEAD OUT RIGHT? RIGHT??

I am kind of afraid I won't mix well in Poly. Hope this doesn't sound retarded.
Rowena thought CJC was a girls school.
Aunt Flow came today. The cramps are killing me but thankfully it would end by Chinese New Year.
I am jobless but I have earned $300 so far. Thank God for internet.