I need a piano. The baby grand at my aunts house that belonged to my grandmother would be good. They use it for a mantle. Fucking assholes. I'd also like a nicer bass and a classical guitar. I should just go buy them now with the money I actually have, but I'd like to build dangerously fast classic japanese car capable of time travel. Meh, I need a ( Read more... )

I want to live in England for a while. Maybe another European country. Ireland or The Netherlands maybe. Just somewhere different, I get bored with my environs/situations easily and I've been here for almost 19 years.

To No One ( Read more... )

35 dollars for The Curiosa Festival. GAH! I definitely need to get a new job today.

I'm tired of stuff and some things. Here are my thoughts in list/jumble of thoughts form ( Read more... )

I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don't deserve sleep. I don ( Read more... )

The last one became a convulsory freewrite, due to a random chemical reaction in my brain. That's the way it goes ( Read more... )

What the fuck was/is/going to be wrong with me? It's hard to move on when my feet fit like puzzle pieces where I am. I suck at having friends. There isn't one to be considered 'best', anymore. If there ever was ( Read more... )

After a good night turning into a bad early morning. I slept all day, unpleasantly and uneasily. It was more laying in bed not wanting to do anything than sleep. I don't think I have a job anymore ( Read more... )

Since this is my journal and all I think I should convey my feelings occasionally. As well as including more writings. Most likely to be lyric. I AM working on various diverse pieces right now, however. It wont happen now, though ( Read more... )