so ive decided once again to begin updating everyday that i remember to . im gonna post the most boring shit or anything. cuz i dont even give a shit. itll still be something i can look back at in the future and laugh at ( Read more... )

i wish it was easier to stay high on life. a nigga can get his hopes brought down easy in this world ( Read more... )

three little girls came to my door today and asked me if me and Dutch would be their new friends. I told themm yes. it was kinda weird. There new here. I bought the New Thursday CD and I bought The Go! Team CD. I like them. Tomarrow is Prom. I hope everything goes OK.

Today i got to draw pictures of skulls. yeah!
i wanna work more so i can have more money.

Im tired of everything.
After I get out of school
I just wanna go for a walk.
Everything i do is the same
over and over again.

I want to be better at guitar
I want to be better at drawing
I want to be able too write
I wish I could still skate so
me and Nathan would start hanging
out more like old times.

All i ever do is want

...its a bitch

i never know what to do to make anything better anymore. I feel so pathetic and useless when it comes to it. and it always felt like i tried to make a difference and be as best as i could. but what do you do when your friend basically says they dont feel like your friend anymore?.....help :(

last night:
The Red Chord/The Agony scene/Black Dahlia Murder

Agony scene was good
Red chord was good
Black dahlia murder was like normal
Throwdown sucks more and more every time i listen to them

here is a shitty pic from my phone


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yeahso yesterday was Dead 2 Fall/a life once lost/the acacia strain/himsa/darkest hour ( Read more... )

last night Chiodos, BoysNightOut, Armor for sleep.

It was one of the freakin best shows ive been to in a while.

Chiodos was amazing live holy shit and the singer looks just fucking like Nathan lane
well.....a much skinnier less gay version of nathan lane.

But yeah they were amazing live

BoysNightOut.......blew ass

Armor for Sleep<3<3<3 ( Read more... )

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