I'm sorry I didn't visit you once in the last month. I'm sorry I haven't come in to the restaurant much this summer. I'm sorry I rarely call. I'm sorry it took me four days to find out you were gone. I'm sorry I didn't get to say goodbye. But you're not getting off the hook entirely. Just because I screwed up doesn't mean you get to also. I' ( Read more... )

finally went to the cemetery today. wondered if i should've been feeling more until i suddenly started crying. so yeah, i guess i still miss her ( Read more... )

If I should stay,
I would only be in your way
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way

It's impossible to be a source of comfort for someone if you're also the source of pain. So I think I'll just take off for a while and give you all the space I can. Have a good fall semester. Maybe I'll see you around somewhere.

I'm sorry. I'm just very very sorry.

I think you just like to make fun of anything that you don't support. I can't recall a single conversation I've had with you where you've said, 'well I don't really like ______, but I definitely have respect for it anyway.' And, on average, country songs have as much depth and meaning as pop/rap/metal/hard rock/soft rock/punk/emo/etc. They all ( Read more... )

Hey! To anyone who's gonna be in Roanoke/Salem on Sunday, it's my birthday. My 21st. So we're going out drinking that night. I think Macado's around 8 or 9. You're invited so let me know if you want to come.

It's so weird to talk to someone about Relay who doesn't know about my mom. I'm sitting in class listening to Katherine talk about how people should've complained less about it being cold and miserable at Relay for Life. About how people who got cancer don't really have the choice as to whether they're going to be sick or not. And I just quietly ( Read more... )

oh my god. i love country music, but sometimes i just have to disapprove of things they've done. i'm listening to the radio, minding my own business, when i suddenly hear something that just doesn't belong. Alabama remade N'Sync's "God Must Have Spent a Little More Time on You".

And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance

I think about weird stuff sometimes. Okay, that's not quite accurate. I think about weird stuff alot. I *vocalize* my thoughts about weird stuff sometimes. My weird thought to share today: how well do people know their bodies? I don't mean crap like "do you listen to your body?" "do you know what your body is saying to you?" I mean ( Read more... )