So I downloaded this song yesterday by Breaking Benjamin called "Rain". It's a really good song. Anyway. Band trip was this past weekend, it had its ups and its downs. But the memories are things I'm going to remember when everything is said and done becase there were certainly a lot of them. Marching band leadership stuff has started up. We had ( Read more... )

So this week hase been quite eventful, Let me summarize: Kevin cheated on me with Rachael, nothing agaisnt rachael, and now is claiming we never went out, my end conclusion we dated for like 3 weeks and it was three weeks of my life that could have been spent doing something worth while, like discovering a cure to cancer. Today was Becky's 16th ( Read more... )

"Your so vain, I bet you think this song is about you...your so vain ((So Vain)) I bet you think this song is about you, Don't you? ((Don't you))?" Its funny people seem to think so highly of themselves...like they are the only people in the world that someone would talk about. I mean I may be way wrong in assuming this, but usually people talk ( Read more... )

I always wonder if this happy-go-lucky act people put on, is simply what its title says, an act. It seems like smiles are forced, as if they are constantly dissembling. A constant fear seems to remain in many people, a fear of lonliness and rejection. It doesn't hurt anyone to cry once in awhile or to be sad, its healthy is what it is. It seems ( Read more... )

Drama sucks sucks sucks sucks. Honestly I don't even know what the hell is going on now. All I know is there are a crap load of people involved in this who shouldn't be. I just don't understand why all of these people are disliking me now. I don't want to be hated by anyone! I don't hate anyone, so why should anyone hate me! I haven't done ( Read more... )

Just got home! I went to Rita's and hung out in Paulsboro with the wonderful katherine. we hang out in Paulsboro..because that's where the cool kids hang out. We talked about everything. From cheating to new found relationships. That cheating conversation was VERY funny. VERY. really we talked for like two hours with no awkward silences, now that ( Read more... )

Starting over fresh. I think its time for a new start. Having those journal entries about me just brought me down and I think its time for me to delete my other journal and start a new one. I want to thank everybody that left me comments though on my last journal. Thanks a lot. Especially Joe, because he really talked sense into me. I needed that, ( Read more... )