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[saxyamy]

there is something inside of me... something big and dark and looming... and it is waking... and i am crying. what is this? i feel so much rage and hatred and seething... like a dark heavy liquid pouring endlessly, never stopping...

i want to it come... but i don't know what to do with it...

how can i be happy?

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[illusionofpain]

:(

If you ever need to talk, you know how to reach me.

[stevevh]

The only way to be truly happy is to be happy with yourself. This may sound easy, but it really isn't. We all live with this huge noise surrounding our lives. The noise of our jobs, the noise of our friends, the noise of our families. All the demands, wants and needs of everyone and everything else consumes our thoughts. We surround ourselves with family and friends and television and video games because we are all secretly somewhat afraid of thinking entirely for ourselves and we are all terrified of finding out who we really are. Not the conception that we have of ourselves, but who we truly are after all the masks are ripped away