I feel stupid - but I think I been catchin' on
I feel ugly - but I know I still turn you on
You seem colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around
Will that whole mad season knock you down
-Matchbox 20

Mono=gay
Respiratory disease=gayer
Smoking 2 packs friday night not knowing i had a respiratory disease=super gay
Being hungover while having mono=super ( Read more... )

( whip it baby, whip it right! whip it baby, whip it ALL night! )

Justin Roach-know that you have so many people who love and care about you, i'm so sorry that you've lost your dad, but remember that you'll see him again someday. i know none of this really helps you now but i just want you to know that we all LOVE you with all our hearts, you're in our thoughts and prayers. we miss you at school so come back soon ( Read more... )

i love how i hate you and i hate how i love you.

so today was okay..i went to get tested for mono because i've been feeling sick and a bunch of people have it.. i hope i dont, i cant miss anymore school until its nice outside so i can make my day trips to the beach!

but i'm really lazy and so not in the mood to update so i think i'll just go take a ( Read more... )

about home..

see you'd love to run home
but you know you ain't got one
cause you live in a world
where you're best forgotten.
--matchbox 20

Well, I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again

What's wrong, What's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she ( Read more... )

just because this entry is bound to be a long one, im gonna be considerate and make an lj cut so only the losers who REALLY care about my boring life have the choice to click and read. haha.... hokay...

( you make it so good i dont wanna leave! )

[x]on the cheek
[x]on the lips
[x]on their hands or fingers
[x]in your room
[x]in their room
[x]of the same sex
[x]of the opposite sex
[x]related to you (not sexualy)
[ ]younger then you
[x]older than you
[x]with jet black hair
[x]with curley hair
[x]with blonde hair & blue eyes
[ ]with flamming red hair
[x]with straight hair
[]smaller/shorter than you
[x]bigger/ ( Read more... )

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okay so this weeks been going by sooooooo sllllowwwwww thank GODDDDDDD tomorrows friday! it's about time! kegger up at matts so that should be fun! i really dont have anything to update with anymore.. life is going slow. haha

OH! but okay, so these people i babysit for regularily (the waskeys).. i took her kids to the park on tuesday for like 2 ( Read more... )

HappyBirthday Jaimee Elizabeth Kellermann!

party like never before in heaven, jaimes! i love you so much. i miss you more than anything but you're in a better place now :) may you rest in peace.
Love, until we meet again,
--you're one and only, Cadi.

"and i'm sure your view from heaven beats the hell out of mine here"