I got to see mara! went over to her house, swam in the pool, had dinner and watched the Jerk (great movie). It was really really fun. Now I'm in a sappy mood. I feel like Ewan McGreggor in Big Fish everytime he would find something else out about the girl with blonde hair. Another great movie, by the way. I really really love this girl ( Read more... )

here i am, unable to sleep, it's 12:24, i should be able to sleep. but i can't. i think i'm really fucking up my internal clock with staying up so late and sleeping so late. i can't help it though, my body gets pissed at me if i get up early. and i can't get to sleep before midnight.

i have to shit.

yay! mara's home! unfortunately both she and i have different members of the family visiting so we're in a rut when it comes to getting a chance to get together. but we will, maybe tonight at her youth group. i should call blockbuster today. i gotta find out when i'm on schedule again (for the first time in 3 weeks). whoo hoo ( Read more... )

well, 2 weeks later my trip comes to a close. i went from tulsa oklahoma to okmulgee oklahoma to tucson arizona in my travels...it wasn't easy getting there, but it was fully worth it. everyone is doing great and i really enjoyed the time i spent with them. it's a little sad because my step-family is kinda breaking up. one couple is divorcing, and ( Read more... )

i love 3 dollar cds! even if they are kinda scratched. Pawn shops rule. so do Sonic Slushes. Even if they give you massive brain freezes. haha i'm a little repetitive today, i guess. haha i'm a little repetitive today, i guess. ok, i'm done with that. i couldn't help it, i'm sorry. well, mara left for her missions trip yesterday morning, so for the ( Read more... )

having fun in oklahoma, a little homesick, but i'm having fun. well, i'm not really missing home per se, just friends. mainly mara, but that's to be expected, isn't it? ugh, the catherine scandal reared its ugly head for the last time last night. i read her online journal, as i usually do, just to see what was new (i thought the scandal was done ( Read more... )

she's talking to me again, but this time it's pleasant! i'm confused, but this is good, i've been really worried about her and i was really hoping she could be my friend again. i like her a lot, and i didn't want to hurt her at all, i just realized that we could no longer date. she never saw it coming and she isn't one to take negative things well ( Read more... )

i saw mara yesterday! whoo hoo! she and her sister, neva picked me up around 7 last night and we went over to their house and watched enemy of the state. damn long movie...good but long. mara is a purdy as ever. had dinner there too, nice family...goofy but hey, look at mine. they're fun (the gianinni's) and i had a great time. neva was hyper again ( Read more... )

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it's gonna take some getting used to, but i think my computer is finally fixed! i reinstalled windows xp and that seemed to fix it, however everything i had on here is now deleted. so i gotta get used to having NOTHING on my computer ( Read more... )