alright been lazy and haven't posted in a few days but heres an update, absolutly nothing is going on...total blah. right now im watching american idol i dont even know what half those people are thinking going on national television to make fools of themselves jeez. plan for this week, well so far go to mandarin on saturday but thats not for sure ( Read more... )

As usual another fucked up day with mother, her calling me ungreatful, she does not know what it means to have an ungreatful kid if she thinks im ungreatful. shes there complaining about how they are always giving me whatever i want and they cant ask me to do anything cuz i wont do it. like fuck i have things to do u cant just expect me to leave ( Read more... )

Wow yesterday and today were deadly cold, had to beg my dad to leave work and drop me to school, I didnt wanna freeze too long waiting for buses. Today i didnt think it was that cold so i decided to take the busses but when i got to the first bus stop i realized that my hair was frozen:| sooo ended up calling him from the busstop to come get me ( Read more... )

yesterday was mothers b-day it was cold as hell(just like her)went to Jack Astors and ate way to much lol. ahhh nooo the week of nothingness is almost over!!... got a stupid french test tmw, then sociology test on monday, critical thinking and humanities test on wednesday bleh! soo much reading and no time to work on Mtac/AN cosplays but they are ( Read more... )

Well today of course wasnt any better then yesterday. classes are totally boring then went home no side trips to the mall today, instead had to shovel snow BUT it wasnt snow...it was ice. So that was fun *coughcough* breaking ice off the driveway...really it was...yeah right!! what mother in her right mind would send her daughter to do a suicide ( Read more... )

Well I've finally decided I'll actually use this journal, I made the account a while ago but never felt the need to use it. However this year has had a pretty rough start, and things just keep getting worse. College follows the same downward spiral but I haven't given up hope! Last year I told myself I wasn't going to screw this year up so damnit I ( Read more... )