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[sayers_mcgrath]

ive never felt so sick in my life, and i just sit here shaking for some reason and its not helping me at all, ive never been attacked so hard last night by so many people that i did last night and in all seriousness im not stable enough to go through that again so im packing my shit and going back to newport, and going to live at my moms beach home

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[jamie_richter]

*frowns and hugs you* you know I'm always here if you need to talk.

And turquoise IS a color. *snickers*

Hope that made you laugh.

[soryy about laught night, I feel really bad because I like passed out at the computer and I woke up and you were gone =/ sorry...heh...I feel bad now]

[sayers_mcgrath]

*hugs back* dont frown.. youre going to make me sadder, and yeah i know babe thanks

it is not.. it is a MIXED color loser :P *laughs*

and look it did .. good job

[ lol i passed out too, so it makes two of us dont worry about it i was goin to actually apologize to you till i read that ]

[j__pressly]

Mark *sighs* you can't leave. I don't know where your moms place is, so I can't come over and beat you up.

[sayers_mcgrath]

im not at my moms anymore im back in LA.. but going to jaime and nikas than.. goin to go see christina.. thanks for being there.. but right now i just have a lot goin on

-mark

[c__ricci]

i can't believe how they attacked you. i can't get over that, its making me so angry. and mark, please stop apologising. neither of us did anything wrong here. i don't regret admitting my feelings to you. i needed to do it. i needed you to know. and i know the same goes for you.

they should never have attacked you like that. they don't even understand the whole situation. none of them sat down to even try and understand it. to try and understand how we feel about each other. their attacks are based on...bitterness. i hate how they've made you doubt yourself, especially when two of them are the same people who kept telling you how great you were and so on.

i don't blame you for leaving los angeles. i understand your reasons for doing it. and i don't see myself staying here if you're not here.

hope your life is better without me.if only you knew how wrong you are about that. mark, i love you. nothing is going to change that. i want you in my life. not having you here is killing me

[sayers_mcgrath]

i want you here.. i miss you so bad ricci, i just was so upset last night i didnt know what else to do beside get up and leave.. im in LA for tonight.. seein i havent talked to you, and hannah came up here with murf and i just had to get away. so im at jaimes and nikas.. ill have my cell on me all night as soon as you get around to it give me a call.. and i want to at least come over.. if you want me around.. i need to talk to you and i need to be with you i love you chrissy.. so much

-mark

[c__ricci]

of course i want you around mark. i'm glad you came back. i almost thought i'd lost you.

[sayers_mcgrath]

youd never lose me, even if you tried to, id still come back, im like a parasite.. i know you feel so much better now that i said that *laughs*

but seriously.. you wouldnt ever lose me, even if i feel like im about to lose it all and dont know where else to turn. as soon as i realize i still have you in my life id never turn away.. even if i do get upset.. ill never stay away from you. i love you babe

-Mark

[andrew_mcmahon]

Mark. I love you and this shit shouldn't be happening. You don't deserve any of this. I am here for support if you need it. You know I am always here and I got your back no matter what. I love you dude and you deserve to be happy. I don't know how many times I can say that. I wish you wouldn't run from your problems. I want to see you sometime. I hope everything works out and you and Chrissy can get together sometime. I want you to be happy and you should be with someone that makes you happy.

-Andrew-

[sayers_mcgrath]

i love you too man thanks for having my back through all of this im not runnin away anymore im coming back to LA tonight and im going to go see christina.. thanks for being such a good friend dude i really appreciate that, especially at a time like this

-mark