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[sayitpretty]

I feel like this is the beginning of the end. Thinking about my future and how close it looms sends my stomach into some type of frenzied attack. I feel like I can't breathe, I feel nervous, panic. I don't even know. I'm just so...scared? I thought that my last semester of college would make me excited and jumpy, but now, I just want to stay in

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[elusive_emotion]

i can't think too hard about my future, as insane as that is, because it puts me into a total panic. i just have to go through the motions & plan short term goals b/c long term anything terrifies me.