december 5

i had a party on friday and the only girls there were me, sierra, peline, &krista because were really cool (but then eric and sal decided to bring two other girls and they got me in a lot of trouble so they suck.. &mike brought mary but they only stayed for 10 seconds). anyways, it was fun. we ordered pizza and broke out the strobe ( Read more... )

i say all these things that i want to do and i'll probably never follow through. my life revolves around everyone else. i do what my friends want and i dont know how to say no. im scared to do things in front of certian people and im too embarresed to tell everyone how i really feel, that's why my journal is friends only. i have to keep things from ( Read more... )

nov 26
( thanksgiving day parade. A LOT of pictures. )

nov 17

i just went to target and got the coolest mouse. it looks like a lady bug. i got new speakers too and when my mom comes home i'll have a cable modem again ( Read more... )

nov 15

this whole past week has been really really good. it feels like summer and i guess i really did miss out on a lot of things but that's fine with me. if it were actually summer i probably wouldnt know most of the people i know now. ive made a bunch of friends in my town and basically in every other town or county. it feels good to be loved ( Read more... )

last night pelin slept over and it was the first time ive had a sleepover in months. then sierra came over in the morning and we sat here all day and blablablablabla. sierra attempted to dye my hair fire-engine red but the only things that turned red were my scalp, my neck, and my forehead..which sucks. by friday/sunday it should be red. my aunt ( Read more... )

halloween was stupid. we went to steves, then mc donalds, back to steves, then to chris' to watch movies. we did some trick or treating, like two houses, then went back to chris' and watched more movies. im making it sound a lot worse than it was though ( Read more... )

i woke up with blood poring down my leg but that's okay. today was very eventful. im glad i hung out with pelin and im glad that i didnt go to on broken wings. i dont even want to go to that many shows anymore. they bore me to death and ever since ive started going to shows with sierra, i dont have any friends of my own to see. it's not a jealously ( Read more... )

this weekend is going to suck. this whole week sucked. all i do is sleep and sit on the computer wondering what to do next. i cant even fall asleep at night because all of my energy from that day is still waiting to be used. then i sleep for three hours and sit here again. sierra is usually with joe and i have no idea where pelin is. sad, how i ( Read more... )

oct 27

my mom pinched my butt this morning and it was horrible.

( maybe i should go back to being a blonde or let my hair grow out )