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[sayshesaslut]

I'm partly having a really great time, but also having moments of intense loneliness, as well as moments where it feels like no one cares at all.

I still want to leave, but I'm having a really hard time with it now that it's here.

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[lotuspedals]

if it helps at all, my friends and housemates and i just sat on the stoop for five hours, talking and drinking beer and scheming and laughing. it was wonderful. it will continue to happen all summer.

[listennina]

Kara maybe it isn't so much that no one cares, but the fact that your life has changed a lot since you meet these people. Before you atleast had school as a common ground between people, but now it is done and you are thinking of your future. And I have to admit your plans for the future differ quite a bit from most people's, which isn't a bad thing just leaves less common ground. I guess it is just like the end of Ghost World; your other friends have become established here but it is time for you to move on to better things.

I've kind of felt the same way, but then realized that probably the reason why it isn't as fulfilling to be with my friends anymore is because I have become a much different person. Not that I don't care about them any less, but there just isn't much to talk about which can make hanging out somewhat depressing realizing these things. I ono maybe it's the cold medicine talking.

[red_eyed_soul]

I still want to leave, but I'm having a really hard time with it now that it's here.

Oh god, do I know what that's like.

[3rdeyeisbroken]

oh i totally care, but it has nothing to do with me. you have to go to asheville (and then the west coast) because it will be bad ass, and thus you will be more bad ass than ever. hard to imagine, but truer than hurricanes. they don't lie.

namaste!