Dense or Not?

Nov 30, 2014 00:13

Title: Dense or Not?
Author: me / sayukino11
Pairings: OkaNoo
Genre: Fluff, Angst
Rating: PG
Disclamer: I don’t own them. I only own the story.
Summary: Inoo thinks that Keito is dense that he doesn’t recognize his efforts.

I have had already given him some hints that will portrait my feeling. For example, helping him through his studies in his university and giving him advices on how to act well on TV show. Now, I had just confessed to him indirectly through the new issue of the magazine interviews. Is he really that numb to not realize on how I feel?!
                 I remember how he held my hands and said his lines during our PV making. I froze for it was so sudden that I didn’t even know what to do. It felt like the world just revolves only for us. But then my heart crushed when he apologized for he only did that because he was enjoying the PV making and he saw that I tensed that did that. I just smiled and said that it was ok though my mind was shouting that I wanted that. He didn’t know that I longed for his touch.
                 “Inoo-chan?” Dai-chan snapped me to reality.
                 “Are you ok? You were not listening about my story,” I think I suddenly spaced out during our conversation. I was not in a mood to listen about the games that he’s playing anyway.
                 “Sorry. I think I’m just sleepy. I can’t sleep well at night,” and the reason is that dense guitarist. I just lay my forehead on the table. Somehow Dai-chan didn’t ask why I couldn’t sleep which saves me the trouble to explain it to him though part of what I said was true anyway.
                 “--that Inoo-chan seems like he hates me today.” I heard him talk with Yabu and he laughs lightly. “During the interview, when he was asked who would you want as your girlfriend, he answered anyone but Keito,” I listened to their conversation though their conversation is for the magazine.
                 “Why?” I heard Yabu ask and laugh.
                 “I can’t tell why,” then Keito laughed.
                 That jerk! Can’t he realize that I did that because I love him?!
                 I stood up and went outside. I couldn’t stand his presence inside. It will just make my heart burst out anger for he just can’t realize my feelings. I went to the vending machine to get something to drink. Maybe a cold drink would calm me down. I went straightly to the fire exit knowing no one would disturb me since no one would really go to this place.
                 I opened bottled water and drank half of it. I’ve start to reminisce the things that happened between me and Keito. I smiled when I remember he was so shy and quiet when he met us all. It was somehow cute that he always tries to do his best in talking though he ends up stuttering. I also chuckled when I remember that he fell down in dancing alone since he tripped on an invisible rope. I sometimes think that if it is just his talent on being clumsy. I realize that I still kept on thinking about him even though that happened earlier. I cursed on my mind again that he is such an idiot for being insensitive.
                 “Inoo?”I looked at the fire exit door and saw Takaki. I saw his eyes furrowed and somehow I know what he is thinking, what I am doing here alone on a fire exit stair case.
                 “What are you doing here?” yup, my guess is right that he will ask that.
                 “Nothing. I thought I should get some fresh air since I’m a bit tired.” Lie. I don’t to see that dense idiot inside that room.
                 “Hey, Inoo…” I hummed and looked at Takaki.
                 “Is it true???” I was puzzled on his question.
                 “What is true?”
                 “That you love Keito more than anyone else like you said on the interview,” I was taken aback on his question. We stood there in silence. I seriously don’t know how to reply his question.
                 Should I lie to him and tell him it was just fan service or I should tell him the truth? He is staring at me to know my answer.
                 “Takak---” I froze when he just hugged me all of the sudden.
                 “Please tell me it’s just a fan service.” He stopped hugging me and looked into my eyes.
                 “No, it wasn’t.” There. I said it. I saw his reaction. He wasn’t pleased with my answer. I knew that Takaki was in love with me but I couldn’t love him like I love Keito though it is a bit one-sided.
                 “Why… why it can’t be me?!” he shook my shoulders and I winced since it was painful.
                 Then suddenly, I felt someone took my hand and bury my face to his chest. I heard Takaki was pushed since the screech of his shoes was clear.
                 “What the-Keito?!” then I was alarmed by now of who is hugging me. I didn’t hear Keito mutter. It was too low for my hearing though we were close. He held my hand and left Takaki behind. He brought me to a room of who-knows-who. He let go of my hands and silence surround us.
                 “What were you doing with Takaki?” I heard him talk in an angrytone. Then he looked at me in my eyes. “I said what were you doing with him,” he shouted at me.
                 “What’s with you anyway?!” I felt irritated with his sudden outburst.
                 “What’s with me? Why are you answering my question with a question?! Why did he hug you?”
                 “Why?! Are you jealous?!”
                 “Of Course I’m jealous!”

WHAT DID HE JUST SAID??!!!!

“W-w-wait… are you serious?” he looked at me sincerely and he went towards me while I walked backwards until I was already on the corner. He held my shoulders.

“I’m sorry…” eh? Why did he just apologize?
                 “I’m sorry I’m not good in saying things but I…” he trailed his sentence off and kissed my forehead. I feel that my face is burning right now.
                 “I love you…” It’s official. My heart is going to explode.
                 “I always thought that you don’t like me,” I whispered.
                 “I just don’t know how to express it,” he said.
                 “b-b-b-but what about the thing in the PV Making?” I am so persistent to know why he apologized.
                 “Well...” he scratched his head, “I saw that you were not comfortable on it so I lied that it was only for service.” He can’t look me into my eyes right. I bet he is embarrassed that he lied. I smiled.
                 “And also…” he now looked me in the eyes.

“I need your confession right now. Confessing me indirectly is such lame Kei. I want to hear it coming from your mouth,” he said it while crossing his arms unto his chest.
                 “Wha---Are you kidding me?! You were that was dense?!” I practically screamed.
                 “Dense? I always notice you. I am only waiting for you” he just sighed and he just hugged me.“Not that I am bothered by it anyway.” He held my nape and I could feel his lips pressed unto mine. I closed my eyes to feel more of it and put my hands around his neck.
                 “I love you, Kei” he said it as soon as he stopped kissing me.
                 “I love you too. Keito” I smiled when he smiled hearing those words.

I guess I am the one who’s dense since he was only waiting for me all this time.

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A/N: This is my first time posting a fan fic… hope you guys like it…though it feels like its a failed one.. hehehe...
Credits to skysj4 for the translation

Today is my 3rd Anniversary as Keito’s fan, though I’ve known JUMP for 6 years. I don’t have an Ichiban before until Keito captured my heart… >///<
Happy Third anniversary to us… XD

ryosukekoibito I'm still working on my other fic hehehe...

Comments and Critics are welcome!!!

oneshot: dense or not?, inoo kei, okamoto keito

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