Teh Neko-chan asks thought provoking questions...

Mar 17, 2004 20:43

Neko-chan wrote in her LJ:

If you only had one day to live, what would you do? (<-- Or something along the lines of that, my memory isn't that good to remember exactly how it was worded ^^;;)

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If I only had one day left to live I would tell my family and friends, and people I know but aren't my friends, how much they've made a difference. How much they've hurt me. How much joy they gave me.

I would tell my father about all the times he made me cry myself to sleep. I would tell him how many times I've hated him. I would tell him how many times he's pissed me off for saying the things he does to my family. I would tell him how much I loved him for sticking up for us at times, even though it wasn't often. I would tell him about the times it felt like he just didn't care. I would tell him that I didn't love him, but felt indifferent towards him.

I would tell :insert friend name here: about the times she has cut me. I would tell her how sorry I was for being selfish. For being blind. I would tell her all of the secrets I've kept from her. I would tell her that she inspires me and that I hope everything gets better for her.

I would tell :insert friend name #2 here: about all the times I've hated her. I would tell her that she was a good friend, but not the kind of friend you could go to with a problem but a friend that's there to laugh with and forget things. I would tell her that it felt like she didn't care sometimes, like she was using me at times.

I would tell all my other friends that I love them to pieces because they are my joy in life. Just by seeing them laugh, I love making them laugh. It makes me feel like I've accomplished something. I would tell them that I would miss them forever. I would miss them until I saw them again, and then when I would see them again I would run up to them, hug them, never let go, and start crying.

I would post in all of my friends' LJs/xangas and tell them that their entries have inspired me. That I would often get angry when I found out only one person posted a new entry, because I love to read about what goes on in their lives. I would tell them to never give up and to keep chasing what they wanted in life.

I would talk to my Uncles/Aunts/Cousins and tell them how much I loved them and how many times they made me frustrated when they wouldn't talk to my family because of something stupid. (Like a lawn mower for instance... :glares at a certain uncle:) I would tell them that I didn't appreciate some of the things they did, but that I still loved them anyway. And that my only regret was that I didn't get to see them as often as I liked. (Haven't seen then in about 4+ years...)

I would then write a poem. Something about life maybe, not something depressing. Something that would inspire those who are about to give, to just hold on a little longer.

Then I would draw something, similar to the poem, make copies of it, and send it + the poem to everyone that I know and love dearly with a short, personal message.

As for where I would die... I would want to die in a forest. The very heart of a forest, so that way I could bond with nature for just a few moments before I was gone.

So yes~ That is what the Aril-chan would do if she only had a day left to live. Of course there's more. It's just that I posted this as a comment in her LJ and it was kinda long... so... yeah.
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