I swear, every time I forget your stupid ass,
you show up again somehow.
I need to delete your "ex-girlfriend".
The only time she talks to me is when it is about you.
Get out of my thoughts!
I hate you. And I can say that with 100% truth.
Never, in my life, have I felt this toward someone.
Hate.
Pure and Simple.
Everyone that knows you/knew you hates you.
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Being in the same town as you is difficult.

I think about you more than I should....

This is exactly why I can't visit Florida.
It makes me despise the life I have in North Carolina.
It ruins my views, my hopes, my security, my mood.
I feel depressed, alone, unmotivated, angry, and completely discontent.
I don't feel like getting out of bed in the morning. I don't feel like working.
I don't want to talk to anyone, and I really don't ( Read more... )

Everything in my body says not tonight.
Everything in my body says no.

Lately, I feel like I really don't have any friends.

Fuck This Town!!!!
I hate where I live.
I feel so unsatisfied here.
Every time I see my best friend, it reminds me that I really need to move home because I have NO ONE here!
Sure, Steve and Chloe are great
but how often do I get to see them?
I just don't feel content living here.
I'm going to find a second job, sell my car, and get ready to move back ( Read more... )

It really sucks when things don't go your way.
It really sucks when all you want is a chance, but someone else gets it instead.
I keep telling myself that there is always time.
That I shouldn't give up.
You never know what the future will hold.
It's funny how optimistic I've been lately.
It's really nice though.
I feel so much happier. So much more at ( Read more... )

So, I made the mistake of telling a friend that I like him more than a friend....
Now he is acting childish, and not speaking to me.
It's so disappointing to find out someone isn't what they seemed.
I thought he was more mature than this.
I never thougth he'd let something so minute disrupt a friendship.
Oh well. The plus side is that his acting this ( Read more... )

So, Florida was AMAZING!
I want to move back really, really bad.
I'm pretty sure I will within the next year or so.
If everything goes as planned, I can live in a house with my bestfriend for $200/month plus utilities.
THat would be amazing! I would be so happy.
The only problem with going to Florida, is that I realize how miserable I am in NC.
I just ( Read more... )

I'm leaving for J-ville tomorrow around 6, and I couldn't be more stoked!
I won't get there until like 1 am, so no hangin until saturday.
That's straight though.
I'm going to Sabby's baby shower.
Then, major hang out time with EVERYONE!
I get to see Dawn while I'm there, I can't wait!
It's been over a year. I miss that beautiful girl!
I also get to see ( Read more... )