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When you falling in love with someone, you will risk everything for him/her right? I don't know what I must write right now...
I feel loss... I've been hiatus from twitter for 4 days because I don't want to see his tweet... but now I'm online and I still kepo for his profile. I don't know why I'm sooooo masochism... I still mute his profile from my timeline but I'M STILL KEPOOOO!!!!
I HATE MY SELF FOR BEING IN LOVE WITH HIM THIS MUCHHHHH!!! I HATE MY OWN SELF!!!! IF I DIDN'T MEET HIM, IF I DIDN'T GO TO THAT EVENT 4 YEARS AGO, IF I DIDN'T TAKE HIS PICTURE TO MY FB, IF THAT'S ALL THINGS NOT HAPPEN, I WILL DO MY STAY IN PEACE NOW!!! I REALLY HATE MY SELF!!!! I HATE THIS FEELINGGGGGGGGG!!!!! OH GOD CAN YOU PLEASE MAKE ME NOT FEEL LOVE???? PLEASEEEEEEEE.....*sigh* okay.... I think that will never happen right? I just can wait until time cure this feeling.... throw away this feeling... just time can answer this now....
Posted via m.livejournal.com.
I feel loss... I've been hiatus from twitter for 4 days because I don't want to see his tweet... but now I'm online and I still kepo for his profile. I don't know why I'm sooooo masochism... I still mute his profile from my timeline but I'M STILL KEPOOOO!!!!
I HATE MY SELF FOR BEING IN LOVE WITH HIM THIS MUCHHHHH!!! I HATE MY OWN SELF!!!! IF I DIDN'T MEET HIM, IF I DIDN'T GO TO THAT EVENT 4 YEARS AGO, IF I DIDN'T TAKE HIS PICTURE TO MY FB, IF THAT'S ALL THINGS NOT HAPPEN, I WILL DO MY STAY IN PEACE NOW!!! I REALLY HATE MY SELF!!!! I HATE THIS FEELINGGGGGGGGG!!!!! OH GOD CAN YOU PLEASE MAKE ME NOT FEEL LOVE???? PLEASEEEEEEEE.....*sigh* okay.... I think that will never happen right? I just can wait until time cure this feeling.... throw away this feeling... just time can answer this now....
Posted via m.livejournal.com.