baka no sasa
Hey journal...
I just confused because i think he already in relationship with someone right now..... but ah i don't know.
Because he acting weird... he just reply with simple words and like 'i don't know what things we must to talking about' ah maybe he finally know about my feelings for him? I think he clever enough to know that i'm in love with him.
This is already 5 years i think but i still cannot erase my feelings for him. I know 'black and white' can't be one but.... ah God... Jesus Chirst..... please help me.... i love him too much and i can't help it... i tried so hard to forget him but still i miss him....
What i must to do now...?
Just silent? Or still love him.....?
or.....? Ah i don't know.
Every time i meet him i want to tell him: ''hey i miss you.." but i know he will answer: ''But i didn't miss you'' so i can't tell him...
And everytime i meet him, i want to say: "Hey, i love you" and yeah... i think he will reject me so i didn't say that.....
God, just You know about his feelings for me..... can you tell me how i was in front of him? Just friends or best friends....? Or maybe nothing.....? *sigh*
I still kepo all his account. Okay i'm not kepo, because i'm an intel. Hahaha okay i'm just kidding. But yeah..... i still searching the mention in his account.
Actually, i feel so stupid about this feeling.... more closer i know about him, more closer i know he didn't loves me like i do. I can feel from his aura that he already in love with someone else.
I want to hug him so bad... i want to get more and more closer to him but i know that just makes me die in pain.
Sakit broh... hahaha....
Hey you.... i love you so much... please notice me and my feelings for you...
Please look at me....
Please smile for me...
And say...
"I love you too"
:^)
I'm tired..... so many times.....
This journal full of you and my feelings for you and i don't know until when i can't stop this...
Please..... please....
Notice me the stupid ugly girl who deeply in love with you for this 5 years... please.....
Can you.....?
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I just confused because i think he already in relationship with someone right now..... but ah i don't know.
Because he acting weird... he just reply with simple words and like 'i don't know what things we must to talking about' ah maybe he finally know about my feelings for him? I think he clever enough to know that i'm in love with him.
This is already 5 years i think but i still cannot erase my feelings for him. I know 'black and white' can't be one but.... ah God... Jesus Chirst..... please help me.... i love him too much and i can't help it... i tried so hard to forget him but still i miss him....
What i must to do now...?
Just silent? Or still love him.....?
or.....? Ah i don't know.
Every time i meet him i want to tell him: ''hey i miss you.." but i know he will answer: ''But i didn't miss you'' so i can't tell him...
And everytime i meet him, i want to say: "Hey, i love you" and yeah... i think he will reject me so i didn't say that.....
God, just You know about his feelings for me..... can you tell me how i was in front of him? Just friends or best friends....? Or maybe nothing.....? *sigh*
I still kepo all his account. Okay i'm not kepo, because i'm an intel. Hahaha okay i'm just kidding. But yeah..... i still searching the mention in his account.
Actually, i feel so stupid about this feeling.... more closer i know about him, more closer i know he didn't loves me like i do. I can feel from his aura that he already in love with someone else.
I want to hug him so bad... i want to get more and more closer to him but i know that just makes me die in pain.
Sakit broh... hahaha....
Hey you.... i love you so much... please notice me and my feelings for you...
Please look at me....
Please smile for me...
And say...
"I love you too"
:^)
I'm tired..... so many times.....
This journal full of you and my feelings for you and i don't know until when i can't stop this...
Please..... please....
Notice me the stupid ugly girl who deeply in love with you for this 5 years... please.....
Can you.....?
Posted via m.livejournal.com.