i cant tell you i understand what youre going through, because i dont. i couldnt even begin to imagine what youre going through. but everyone around you doesnt hate you, and i dont want you to feel that way. we all care, and i know sometimes you dont feel it, or see it, or you could care less. but we all do, to some point or another. and you have to remember, that no matter what, what youre going through, how hard your day has been, if i look pissed off, what im going through, anything, you can ALWAYS come to me... and i dont want you to ever forget that. i love you, and im glad that were friends, and i wish i could get you to understand what ive been trying to tell you. noone hates you, and noone wants you to die, and noone will ever think less of you no matter what you do, or what you could do. but im here... until infinity. we may fight, and argue, but thats what makes us friends. am i right? we are fighting for the same prize, and we have the same goals... we just have different ways of seeing things. i dont want to tell you that
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Kellie, I love you and I am glad that we are friends too! I am so sorry about everything!
Random example of how I think: Sometimes small stupid things happen and someone snaps at me for a second for something that I didn't do. Most likely I will say nothing and just take it and leave a soon as I can, but I am so hurt by it. Even if I don't show it at first. It leaves me wondering if they are mad at me and feeling that they are, feeling hated, unappreciated, worthless, the list goes on. I then get the geinus idea that it would be for the best, for me just to pull away from that person and quite possibly everyone. IDK
I want you to know that I am here for you too! From negative infinity until infinity. (Math joke...Get it?) "we may fight, and argue, but thats what makes us friends. am i right?" Your right! We are so much alike that it sometimes is a bad thing. LOL "Heaven isnt very far away..." But it sure feels like it! Again I love you girl! See you tomorrow. <3
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Random example of how I think: Sometimes small stupid things happen and someone snaps at me for a second for something that I didn't do. Most likely I will say nothing and just take it and leave a soon as I can, but I am so hurt by it. Even if I don't show it at first. It leaves me wondering if they are mad at me and feeling that they are, feeling hated, unappreciated, worthless, the list goes on. I then get the geinus idea that it would be for the best, for me just to pull away from that person and quite possibly everyone. IDK
I want you to know that I am here for you too! From negative infinity until infinity. (Math joke...Get it?)
"we may fight, and argue, but thats what makes us friends. am i right?" Your right! We are so much alike that it sometimes is a bad thing. LOL
"Heaven isnt very far away..." But it sure feels like it!
Again I love you girl! See you tomorrow. <3
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