first day of real production in the kitchen and i did good ( Read more... )

but instead i'll be getting drunk at brads tonight.

i want something and i don't know waht it is. peace of mind? reassurance? motivation?
i want to be either a little more or a little less crazy,
you know? sane enough to be sane or crazy enough to be crazy.
i'm between them both and sometimes more on one side or the other, but never enough.

sometimes i want bad things to happen to me ( Read more... )

meh ( Read more... )

why do the mismatched/misguided but well intended things piss me off the most?
they piss me off more than the ones that aren't well intended.

i don't have to sleep right now. but soon i do ( Read more... )

i had a great time last night, got free smut, got free vibrators and condoms ( Read more... )

today is weird sauce.
totally weird. just another manic wednesday i guess.
but no... i can't put my finger on it, but something is up.
hmmmmmmm
i alittle bit of shut down a little bit of tired a little bit of daunting life a little bit of nostalgia a little bit of missing a little bit of wanting alittle bit of excitment a little bit of wondering

bring booze and weed to my house and i will feed you a gourmet meal.
my parents are going to the ball game, so i'll have free reign of the kitchen/house.
plus i have to get in the mood for culinary school, so i may as well cook something fantastic!!!!

so i've been up this whole night. i just got home 20 minutes ago. i'm about to go build a fence with my dad ( Read more... )