a lot has happened since i wrote last.

a HUGE thing happened but i cant discuss it on here... might fall into the wrong hands... so call me and ill tell all...

daryl and i are together nowyes... shonna has a boyfriend... and let me tell you... its the weirdest thing EVER! i spend the 4th with him and his friends and of course carissa johnson and ( Read more... )

well janessa got married tonight. i was anxious and nervous and didnt know what to expect but it ended up being a really nice, fun wedding. aside from the fact everyone was pretty ultra christian and i slipped saying "shit" and "god" in front of a lot of christians... i did ok. janessa looked pretty and we danced and had a good time ( Read more... )

i cant believe im packing up and moving out
i cant believe i start school tomorrow
i cant believe janessa is getting married
i cant believe katie is gone
i cant believe scott hooked up with someone else
i cant believe i still feel for him...

but besides all that:
when you're in a new relationship,
everything is a blur...
i'm so blurred

so today after work i got into my car and daryl had left me sunflowers (my favorite flower) on my seat during his break ( Read more... )

well school is over ( Read more... )

its the little things...

Ricecrcker: i'm going to take a shower, i'll talk to you later. good luck tomorrow, and you looked cute today.

aka daryl

yeah so i had quite the episode last night ( Read more... )

so i got another job ( Read more... )

so d called me today and asked me what i was doing tonight ( Read more... )

scott (curly haired boy) and lisa broke up
its so weird
all this time ive waited...
and yet, he still doesn't want me... and im not sure i'd want him either ( Read more... )