I can update, I can update! I swear I can! I'll write more later! I really will! Right now I've got a bed and a boyfriend calling my name and really now, who am I to deny them?

And I have the utmost of sympathy for the Helm's Deep crew because of trying to stay with Orli as much as possible through this time.

Orls had his birthday, we celebrated and I gave him a number of gifts. He deserved them all. I've got more little treats in store for him whenever he needs a pick-me-up ( Read more... )

Sometimes, like now, there are no words. And there's little consolation to make anything feel better once more. One can do naught else but try.

I swear, put the two of us together and it gets scary. Both of us are full of twitchy energy and just flat out goofy. Bills is my man-wife and Lij is my nerdy soul mate, but Orli and I, I swear... fun times always had. Even if we'd met at like some pub back in England I think we'd have ended up close friends, if not this way ( Read more... )

i was dreaming of a past ( Read more... )

I am sorry. Please, forgive me.

Happy bloody boxin' day and merry fuckin' christmas ( Read more... )

I honestly do keep forgetting that there is a digital diary. I've finished another leather bound one within the past week, to be honest. I've put about twenty pages or so into this new one. I don't think it will reach the New Year at this rate, not in the state that my mind has been. Not in the least ( Read more... )

Every once and a while, I do take the time when I'm just sitting around waiting, and waiting, and waiting, and waiting... to be made of good use to write down a proper update for this thing. Ask anyone, I'm either obsessed with the millions and millions of re-writes I have to memorize in fifteen minutes or I'm scribbling in one of my leather bound ( Read more... )

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