[FIC] Apologize
Title: Apologize
Author: sbluesnow
Group(s): Super Junior
Main: Archive
Pairing(s): Yesung x Ryeowook, Yesung x Kyuhyun, Kyuhyun x Ryeowook, Yesung x ?
Chapter(s): One-Shot
Summary: He's sorry for not being able to return his dongsaeng's feelings. He's sorry for the pain he's caused. He's sorry for everything.
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Finding the man he was looking for, Ryeowook ran to him and stood next to him on the balcony. Tugging onto his hyung's sleeve, Ryeowook tried to convince his hyung to do the right thing.
"Hyung please. Just apologize to him." Ryeowook pleaded.
"Why should I? I didn't do anything wrong."
"Neither did Kyu!"
"Then there isn't a problem."
"Clearly there is if you're ignoring him and hurting him."
"How am I hurting him? I don't have time to even to call my mom out for lunches much less have time for him."
"But you live in the same dorm."
"So do we."
"Then talk to him. It's not that hard."
"There's nothing to say."
"Yes there is Yesung! Can't you see that you're killing him?"
"No."
"Can’t you see that by ignoring him you're making him bleed? You’re making him cry?"
"I’m sorry for doing whatever I did to hurt him but really, I’ve done nothing."
"That just may be it. Why can't you put in the effort to get to know him more? To know what he's thinking and how he feels?"
"Because that's you and not me Wookie. I can't do that. It’s just not me."
"Try. Be a better person. Be a better hyung."
"Why is this so important to you? Do you love Kyuhyun?" Yesung asked turning his gaze away from the sky and turning to Ryeowook, looking at him seriously. He knew that the younger knew he meant love as in lover’s not brotherly love.
Ryeowook didn't answer him. He stared right into Yesung’s eyes, his eyes searching for something.
"No. Do you?" Ryeowook said after the slight pause.
"No."
That two letter word came out of Yesung's mouth so fast. There was no hesitation. No thought. No anything. Nothing behind that word. Not even the slightest possibility of Yesung loving Kyuhyun more than a brother. More than a member. It pained Ryeowook to know this. Yesung didn't have to say it. Ryeowook knew Yesung well enough to know what was left unsaid but that didn't stop him from asking one last question.
"Do you not love Kyuhyun more than a brother, more than a member because you love someone else?"
"Yes."
"May I know who he is?"
"You know him Wookie. He's just never by my side."
Ryeowook's eyes widened. He instantly knew who Yesung was talking about. Before he could open his mouth and say anything, Yesung smiled a bright smile at him.
"Go for him Wookie. He may love me but you change his heart and capture it. I'm sorry for the pain I cause to you and to Kyuhyun. Mend his heart and let your love grow. Don't be like your hyung who hurts other and himself."
Yesung gave Ryeowook a pat on the back and made his way back inside.
Ryeowook stood out on the balcony, still standing and looking at the empty spot in front of him. Letting out a sigh, he turned and faced out towards the city.
"We're all sorry Sungie. Everyone else in the group has someone they love. Someone whose within reach. Someone to watch over, to watch from afar. All you can do is watch from a very very far spot away. Will you ever stop loving him and move on?"
The sky was clear. The sun was bright. The city was loud and busy. The streets were filled with people. Mothers and fathers with their children. Young couples holding hands and laughing. Hobo's on the streets corners asking for money. Everyone has their own life. This was just the price of being in Super Junior.
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A/N: Random fic prompted by One Republic's Apologize Piano Instrumental
Comments are welcomed~♥
Author: sbluesnow
Group(s): Super Junior
Main: Archive
Pairing(s): Yesung x Ryeowook, Yesung x Kyuhyun, Kyuhyun x Ryeowook, Yesung x ?
Chapter(s): One-Shot
Summary: He's sorry for not being able to return his dongsaeng's feelings. He's sorry for the pain he's caused. He's sorry for everything.
-x-
Finding the man he was looking for, Ryeowook ran to him and stood next to him on the balcony. Tugging onto his hyung's sleeve, Ryeowook tried to convince his hyung to do the right thing.
"Hyung please. Just apologize to him." Ryeowook pleaded.
"Why should I? I didn't do anything wrong."
"Neither did Kyu!"
"Then there isn't a problem."
"Clearly there is if you're ignoring him and hurting him."
"How am I hurting him? I don't have time to even to call my mom out for lunches much less have time for him."
"But you live in the same dorm."
"So do we."
"Then talk to him. It's not that hard."
"There's nothing to say."
"Yes there is Yesung! Can't you see that you're killing him?"
"No."
"Can’t you see that by ignoring him you're making him bleed? You’re making him cry?"
"I’m sorry for doing whatever I did to hurt him but really, I’ve done nothing."
"That just may be it. Why can't you put in the effort to get to know him more? To know what he's thinking and how he feels?"
"Because that's you and not me Wookie. I can't do that. It’s just not me."
"Try. Be a better person. Be a better hyung."
"Why is this so important to you? Do you love Kyuhyun?" Yesung asked turning his gaze away from the sky and turning to Ryeowook, looking at him seriously. He knew that the younger knew he meant love as in lover’s not brotherly love.
Ryeowook didn't answer him. He stared right into Yesung’s eyes, his eyes searching for something.
"No. Do you?" Ryeowook said after the slight pause.
"No."
That two letter word came out of Yesung's mouth so fast. There was no hesitation. No thought. No anything. Nothing behind that word. Not even the slightest possibility of Yesung loving Kyuhyun more than a brother. More than a member. It pained Ryeowook to know this. Yesung didn't have to say it. Ryeowook knew Yesung well enough to know what was left unsaid but that didn't stop him from asking one last question.
"Do you not love Kyuhyun more than a brother, more than a member because you love someone else?"
"Yes."
"May I know who he is?"
"You know him Wookie. He's just never by my side."
Ryeowook's eyes widened. He instantly knew who Yesung was talking about. Before he could open his mouth and say anything, Yesung smiled a bright smile at him.
"Go for him Wookie. He may love me but you change his heart and capture it. I'm sorry for the pain I cause to you and to Kyuhyun. Mend his heart and let your love grow. Don't be like your hyung who hurts other and himself."
Yesung gave Ryeowook a pat on the back and made his way back inside.
Ryeowook stood out on the balcony, still standing and looking at the empty spot in front of him. Letting out a sigh, he turned and faced out towards the city.
"We're all sorry Sungie. Everyone else in the group has someone they love. Someone whose within reach. Someone to watch over, to watch from afar. All you can do is watch from a very very far spot away. Will you ever stop loving him and move on?"
The sky was clear. The sun was bright. The city was loud and busy. The streets were filled with people. Mothers and fathers with their children. Young couples holding hands and laughing. Hobo's on the streets corners asking for money. Everyone has their own life. This was just the price of being in Super Junior.
-x-
A/N: Random fic prompted by One Republic's Apologize Piano Instrumental
Comments are welcomed~♥