the world for once... in perfect harmony...
"How do you expect me to move on, to let you go, when I see you everyday and talk to you constantly? We can't be together, I know that, so I want you out of my life, completely. I can't be friends with you because seeing your face and hearing your voice just makes me think about how much I love you, and then about how I can't be with you. This is the easiest way for me, to let go of something, I have to let go of it completely, even if it means we can't be friends."
s.u.m.m.e.r... don't let it get away... no regrets means saying what you mean and never holding back... because summer changes people when you least expect it, so hold onto what you've got before it's all over and you're only left with the sand in your shoes, tan lines and missing pieces from your broken heart.
"one last phone call, it wouldn't hurt much, i'd just like to hear your voice..."
"i ain't trying to be in love with you, all i wanted was a moment or two..."
"don't seem like that moment got it's justice..."
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us."
"did you lose yourself somewhere out there"
"we hit the bottom, i thought it was my fault, and in a way i guess it was, i'm just now finding out what it was all about..."
"some of the most impossible things to say are those that mean the absolute most."
.single.minded.to.the.point.of.recklessness.
"By the time you've made it to age sixteen, you pretty much know all there is to know. About history, philosophy - the world. About life. There was virtually no situation you can't handle. Yeah, you're on top of your game - the pinnacle of poise, the essence of cool. No doubt about it - from the right thing to wear, to the right place to sit, to the right person to sit with. At sixteen, you pretty much learned it all. Well, almost all. OK. So there's one subject you're just as dumb about as you ever were. Yeah - love. Like I said, at sixteen, you've learned nothing. Nothing at all."
~The Wonder Years
"We think there is always a tomorrow, so why expose our feelings today? Why risk being vulnerable? Why take the chance? Because today, what we love, what we feel, what is real, is what we have. Tomorrow, it may all change."
"You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway."
~Mother Teresa
"Never long for anyone from your past. There is a reason why they never made it to your future."
"Bad girls are in touch with their inner bitch, are passionately loyal to their friends, have been known to torture those who break the hearts of pals, bare their midriffs, never their souls. Bad girls never marry for love, which is why they often change their names. Bad girls know its not the cards youre dealt but how well you play your hand. Bad girls realize this isnt a dress rehearsal. real life is what you make of it. You can be bad. You can be good. You just sure as hell better be authentic."
~Simple Abundance
"The truth is no matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes for it to heal, you won't get through it without your friends."
~Sex in the City
"Isn't it funny how you can think you're completely over someone, but if you drive past his house, stumble upon a meaningful song you both shared, or even get a glance of him on the street....just in an instant, it can change all that. And you start to remember the pain. And that hollow space is feeling more and more like the Grand Canyon with every second that goes by. But you bury these feelings deep down, so deep that you're sure no one will be able to tell. To the outside world, you smile and act like nothing is wrong or will ever be. Everything's just perfect. For that split second that you've locked eyes, a tiny whisper, say 'make this last forever, only and just this moment forever and ever'. But after a second or so, you go along your own merry way, all the while home realizing how much you do miss him; how much you still love him...and it sticks with you for days, weeks, maybe months, until fate decides to hand you another one of those unexpected moments. And then you finally understand the worst feeling in the world is when the person you love most is standing right next to you, yet you can never have them. Try as you may, you can't make someone love you."
"Somehow, the conversation mentioned your name. And, someone asked if I knew you. Looking away I thought of all the times we had together; sharing laughter, tears, jokes and tons more. And then, without explanation you were gone. I looked to where they were waiting for an answer, and then said softly, 'Once...I thought I did.'"
wow... sorry... i think that should be enough for now huh?!?? i just can't sleep. it feels like everythings right in this totally wrong way but i'm ok and everything is ok. and thats the only way i can explain it i guess. hope everyones having the summer they wanted.
steph <3