Comments | sca_sethe: As it just so happens

sca_sethe

As it just so happens

Nov 20, 2010 14:02

Every time I write an entry, I end up never posting it. The rants I do post end up being deleted after about a month. But, regardless, I feel like I've been silent too long so here we go!

.Pall Mall Red.
I had my first real cigarette on Sunday night. I use to think how great one would be all the time. I loved when people I knew lit up in front of me ( Read more... )

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sca_sethe November 21 2010, 04:08:16 UTC

I will feel happy more. I know it's a problem and I have an obsession that I will not let become a habit.

(Also, I haven't had one all day<3)

meikitsune November 21 2010, 04:14:30 UTC

As I was reading this I was thinking, "I can't wait until CJ gets here so I can steal a cigarette."

Fail, and I'm sick, but I'm totally in the same boat as chibi. It's not the addiction that gets me, because seriously I don't think I can even get addicted...to anything, except maybe crack because that's one hell of a depressant. It's the stress. And I am stressed. Fucking last two weeks of school.

sca_sethe November 21 2010, 04:18:13 UTC

<3 x3

Chibi's addicted, no doubt about it. He's been trying to quit for weeks now and nothing seems to work.

As for stress, I don't know how I went so long without smoking. Man, stress just freakin' sucks.