the thoughts are growing thicker ( Read more... )

I'm at a loss for words to make this seem less horrid ( Read more... )

"We gotta hang out more often"
I say with a grin
She looks to the ground
and quietly asks
"Why is it that we can laugh all night
but when I look into your eyes
it hurts so bad
it makes me want to cry?"
I see where this is going
and with a smile as gentle
as I can bare
I whisper
"It has to come out somewhere"

I don't know what makes me more sad
the fact that I will never see if you reach your dreams
or the fact that I'll never see if I could reach your expectations of me

the wrench has tightened to the stripping point
my mind is spinning freely wildly
I want to sleep
for there my world seems sane
my dreams are plain
I am always the hero
I always have someone beside me
and what I need to do is clear

here I exist
I live in my dreams

the moon is halfway round
and around again I go
to the dark side
to the dark side of the moon

I get so tired of the constant pull
am I too high
am I too low
and around again I go

for the most part no one knows
they just tolerate
and wait
till I come around again
and around again I go

turning thirteen ( Read more... )

Is there anyone out there, so sick of the games our politicians play that they'll back me if I get caught tying Bush and Kerry's tails together and throwing them over a clothesline?

I found a well!
I had no idea how deep it was, or if there was even water in it.
but, it had been so long since I'd had a drink.
I dove, head first in.
now I'm falling
and waiting to find out what I hit

stepping to the edge, looking over ( Read more... )