aside from when i said something along the lines of: we need to communicate better; i take back everything i said in the past 2 livejournal posts. i think i'm just a little overstimulated by life right now. i got really excited for a second and i had no outlet. i probably shoulda just written a haiku or something. or fuckin drawn a picture, ( Read more... )

i just realized i might have offended some people talking about rape in such a strange way. i have this problem where i'm an idiot, and i think talking about anything is fair game. but sometimes i realize that you have to be considerate because some people have been raped and they don't necessarily wanna think about it in such a weird way. or ( Read more... )

my seasonal allergys are not normal run of the mill springtime allergies ( Read more... )

it's fuckin cold in this house. but on the plus side i get time to myself. garrett's parents are out of town and he's at work, so i'm just chillin on his computer spinnin records. i might go for a long walk right now. i got work tomorrow so i can't really wyl out tonight. but i probably don't need to be doin that shit anyway ( Read more... )

The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay.

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What comes to mind when you hear....snow?storm..rain?die..tornado?old..summer love?mine..Jon?patrick..Mike?head..Shea?mom..banana?peel..dizzy?art..Laura?palmer..Juan?escobar..car?wheels..white?head..peppermint?patty..New Found Glory ( Read more... )

i kicked it with, Josh, Jena's exboyfriend last night. i'd hung out with him in the past, but him and i never talked. he jsut moved back up here from San Diego and everyone was being drama kings last night so i was like "yo kid, if you wanna kick it in peace you can come chill at my place." i had to inquire about how he dealt with living with ( Read more... )

my stepdad is taking the fam to burritos tonight. so i'ma trek up to Redwood City for that shit, i aint one to skip a good meal. plus i haven't kicked it with family in 4 weeks, and i haven't seen my little sister in like 5 months. i feel like such a deadbeat for never droppin in on my mom. she only lives like 25 miles away, and she works like ( Read more... )

with Gawd as my witness I've made several attempts to quit drinking. some more successful then others. i've binged, i've drank like a normal person. i've had periods of drinking every day for hundreds of days in a row. i've done enough drugs to drive an elephant crazy, i've binged on mushrooms, meth, xtc, dxm, alcohol ... etc ... i've been to ( Read more... )

i know i'm supposed to be really upset about this whole 4 more years shit. and i am, i fully am upset. not so much that bush is gonna be our president. but more because hella people actually voted for that fucking assclown. it shows me really how aggressive Americans are. i'm not scared of George W. Bush, i'm afraid of White Americans ( Read more... )

life keeps me on my toes. and after 21 years i'm finally just now learning how to harbor my mindset in a healthy yet encouraging way; lucky me.