I had an amazing birthday last night. Like 20 people showed up for my dinner, and no real mishaps. everyone got along pretty well too. I got a publix gift certificate (well needed) some black metal action figures, a pirate? some candy, and..... A MUTHAFUGGIN PLAYSTATION 2!! and "we <3 katamari" ! and we all went to the tavern afterwards and i ran ( Read more... )

So my sister ran over something in my car and flattened out the tire and totally bent up the rim, Iv'e been spending most of the day (in a sexist way) trying to find a guy to come over and help me change it to a temp. donut. everything around here is broken. my computer chair even broke last night! I'm sitting on a step stool! and my house is quite ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning and realized I didnt have a birthday cake, and started bawling. That was something that was always baked for me in the past. What a wierd birthday it's going to be. But i'm having a sushi dinner tonight and i think a good number of people will show up. I hope I get lots of presents!! (damn what a bitch i am) heh.

It's strange. I havn't written in ages in here, and now all of a sudden I keep having urges to write everyday. It's the only way I can deal i suppose. Everyone is pressuring me to sell the house; and pretty much everything I own along with it. it's wierd. I have so many godamned bills its rediculous. I have been giving away all of my, and my ( Read more... )

Well, halloween was sort of a bust. I did NOT drink one thing! (well ibc) and didn't get to wear my costume because my sister wouldn't let me leave the house with it. There were quite a few people at Josh's party I really could have done without... and when everyone left, I got to clean up. Oh the joys.

Last night I had a minor concussion. I was trying on my costume to show my friend and I had had 2 glasses of wine and was minorly tipsy, couldnt catch my balance and the whole thing fell over. I banged my head pretty severely theres no arm holes in the damn thing. I had a lump on the side of my head about the size of a golf ball and could not ( Read more... )

Today I just feel really awkward and exausted. Shopping for urns, hmm.. not my idea of a great time. My house has been cleaned spotless from top to bottom, i think maybe the cleanest it has ever been since we moved in almost 4 years ago. This week I know I am going to have to start going through everything and throw things out. Starting with my ( Read more... )

..........My grandma passed away at about 7 am yesterday morning. I feel more strange than I ever have in my life. I'm not usually one to be strickly affected by death, But she is my mother, grandmother, and best friend. Also the owner of everything I own. I'm just so godamned scared right now; will I lose my house and car? will I become a pathetic ( Read more... )

I lost my will on the other side of the street ( Read more... )

I got so drunk last night I pissed my pants while i was sleeping. not hearts