The subject of this journal represents my emotional state right now... It holds no real meaning but sounds interesting. I was thinking actualy, about why I'm not Christian. And I realized, again, why I'm not. Yesterday I watched some movie on A&E at 2:00am about the anti-christ. It was some political figure that was in the UN. He lived all ( Read more... )

Today is Christmas Eve. I looked at the tree outside my house today after comming home and wrapping my family's gifts. This tree was baron of it's leaves and was not blown by any winds. The lyrical background of My December by linkin park played in the background off my music download program Morpheus. I couldn't help but think about each ( Read more... )

It's comming... a time when I will have to sign the draft form... and a time when pornography will suddenly be legal. Yes... this saggitarius is gonna be 18 on December 19th. The scarry part is that I'll be legal and can get arrested for stuff... I dunno... It'll be intersting. It's a hard concept for me to grasp that I won't be a minor any more ( Read more... )

I was working in the pitch black night, and I looked up to see the stars. All I saw was a black sky, the light of the street lamps from the parking lot defiled the visage of the natural night sky. I was having a bad day... I am having a year of endless tribulation. After work ended I rushed to the back, for thanksgiving was the next day and I ( Read more... )

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Today I had a conversation with Andy Moody. My speech flowed from my mouth like water as I disussed a variety of topics from The Canterbury Tales to Quantum Physics. Andy said I was a genious. I'm not though, I am just a man who holds a vast memory of ideas. My mind is like a library for people who care to open up a mental book on any subject ( Read more... )

It appears as if I might be able to go to the Rally. There is hope at least, since there may be quite afew open spots for me to grab. Tomarrow they are doing the tally of all the leaders going to the Fall Rally. (HA HA, tally... rally... anyways...) The lady from NY said that there is a good chance for me. So, vwala, there's a good chance you ( Read more... )

Yesterday, something happened that should never have happened. Chad, my advisor, had to decide which two people had to be on the waiting list due to the fact that only ten people can go to the rally. Twelve people applied to this Rally, nearly half of them were second years that have a good two or three years left in the club. The other half ( Read more... )

School, a figure that seems to be draggin on longer than it should. I thought my Senior year would pass me by, and it probably will... I'll just realize all of this as School ends. I realized afew nights ago that my life was rather drawn out and boaring. My only freedom was actualy this journal, where my thoughts could be expressed as I felt ( Read more... )

Ok, well today was an interesting day to say the least. It was cool, yet I needed no jacket. My immense hotness warmed my body. I asked if I could leave work early to be in the Columbus Day Parade for the leaders club today, and they let me go early. To say the least, for some reason I was excited. We also were stuck behind the horse carrage ( Read more... )