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[scagliotticlan]

well here I am. I dont know what to say. I have nothing really on my mind except one thing. I have to get it off my mind or it will kill me. I am so sorry, I hope you are better without me. I hope this was the right thing to do. I know now you will find someone who is nice and respectfull twards you. It wasnt me, it wasnt my place to be with

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[dyvrqt]

i don't know what to say to you anymore. you've hurt me more deeply than you can ever imagine.

[scagliotticlan]

jessica we were hruting each other. There is some guy out there for you who is all you want him to be, but it isnt me right now. I wish it was with all of my heart I do, I wish you could see that. We were trying to change to be more alike and that isnt supposed to be. Jessica, I am sorry that it had to happen, but now you are out and able to have fun, go clubbing, go and have fun , not sit around and wait for me. I was holding you back and screwing up your college decesions. Jessica I still love you and will always love you. I am repeting my self I know but it has always been true. I would love to stay in somewhat conbtact with you. Not now, I tried and I know it hurt both of us. Jess we haven been through so muh together, I will never let go of what we have, I cant, you will always be with me and in my heart. I think about you and us everynight, and it is next to imp[ossible to not call you and break down in tears. I am sorry Jessica that I had to do this, and if you dont want to talkt o me or whatever I understand and

[dyvrqt]

i love you

[scagliotticlan]

jessica I love you too