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[scagliotticlan]

Well here I am up at 6 30 am been up since 10 yesterday morning. I am tired but for some reason when my eyes close they wont stay closed. I think I might be needing some tylenol pm or something to get me to sleep. I kno why I am up, it is always the same reason. I am just not ready to let Jessica go yet. I still have our pics up, I am doing a

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[dyvrqt]

i have a problem...i have your class ring and tassle in a sealed and padded envelope. i can send it in the mail if you want me to do that and take that chance. i don't know how you feel about it getting stolen and that's why i haven't sent it already. or i could give it to your dad some time before school...i can just drop it by your house. an even more far-fetched solution is that i can bring it by YOUR house. i'm going up to georgia this weekend, and i'm driving back by myself so it is possible to take a detour. let me know. also, have you received my ring, yet? you haven't said anything about it...i hope it got to you safely because if it didn't then it's lost. :( and that is a shame bc i know you spent a good amount of money on it. i'm moving out of this house in 2 weeks, so i will also either send your clothes or give them to your dad. ok well i have to go to school....i love you...too

[scagliotticlan]

I got your ring, its is still yours. It will always be yours Jess. Did you gte mine thouhg, I left in on your car window sill when I left that night. I will be here this weekend sunday I have circus shit to do at 2 pm but besides that I am gonna be here I think. If plans change for some reason I will let you know. Ohh wait, I think it was planed for me and tubbs to go to gainesvile this weekend. he is going down for a friend's b-day and I got invited by reid and and zach. I will find out though. I dont know if I have the money for that and if I dont have the money I am not going. I will keep you updated with the situation. I am torn between seeing you and not. I know yoyu know the feeling. I want to see you so bad, but are we gonna be able to handle it. Is it possible that we can see eachother be cordial deviod of emotion and act like friends. I dont think it is Jess, when I see you I am gonna hug you and kiss you. It is gonna happen, or well atleast i am gonna try, depedning on how strong you have gotten , heh. I

[dyvrqt]

i'm not coming back down from georgia on sunday. i think i'll be coming back on tuesday or wednesday because there's a GIT open house on monday that i'm going to go to. well not an open house but a tour thing that i should go to to make sure i like the campus and things like that. i'm going up there this saturday after sarah takes the SAT so i won't be up there until late that night. have fun in gainesville i guess...heh i'm sure you will. i know that we wouldn't be able to handle seeing each other just as friends. actually, we could but i woulnd't be able to see you for long. i'd have to stop in and drop it off and leave. and if i'm driving 3 hours out of my way....i wasn't thinking of just coming and dropping it off and leaving....so i guess that idea is more out than it already was.