Comments | scandalous_4you: starting a new

scandalous_4you

starting a new

Apr 05, 2005 23:15

It's been a while since I have last updated .... and in those past 4 months , my life has taken me to hell and back more than once . I've lost many things that i've cared about , along with many people. I've changed schools , changed friends , changed boyfirends , changed habits , changed me , but all i've come to realize is how much i really am ( Read more... )

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niggerplease April 6 2005, 03:56:03 UTC

i know it may seem weird because hes my best friend but i know how this shit has affected him and if you need to talk about anything im here.. senate72o is my AIM

scandalous_4you April 6 2005, 10:26:44 UTC

thank you raider <3

k_dirty April 6 2005, 15:42:04 UTC

you changed schools over all this? im sorry shit went down that bad where u had to resort to that. u ever need anything u know where to find me.

meltedxkiss April 6 2005, 19:49:52 UTC

omg chelsea... i dunno what to say. you almost had me in tears reading that. and some of it gave me chills. i dunno all the stories behind it all but i agree with you... and i only wish i could leave fort myers. i hope your happy at cypress and everything is going well for you. i'll keep in touch. i'm here for ya anytime you need someone. xoxox.

chippy_duhh April 6 2005, 21:34:21 UTC

hey chels its jessi. dont worry, ecs will be awesome and i dont do cliques, so you will feel very welcome ill make sure of it. im sorry you have to go through all of this crap. ill talk to you soon <33

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scandalous_4you April 7 2005, 00:42:44 UTC

<3<3<3<3

sarah1424 April 7 2005, 22:40:50 UTC

chelsea, you were someone who was there from the start and i realized we had drifted but i always envied your ambitions and pretty much everything about you. YOu have worked so hard in your life... and you quit dance... and now your out of ib.. I love you girl and totally understand the changing schools thing i had to get out of that hell. cliques were established before our freshmen year had begun... and it was amazing how it only got more intense. I relished the fact i could jump from group to group and be friends with whoever but i only found myself judged in the end and i didn't like the person i had become, and so i've started over at gateway and im only finding now its a lot harder than i thought that their are people and groups that will forever be in eighth grade. Anyways my point in all this is you've got ot goback to who you were and focus on your own life and yourself. FUCK EVERYBODY ELSE! I think it would be really great if we could establish our friendship again because i know your one of the few people I've had the ( ... )

scandalous_4you April 8 2005, 02:42:20 UTC

i can't tell u how much that meant to me sarah .. i miss you more than you know , we did have an amazing friendship and even though we have drifted i still care about you and love hearing from you !! PLEASE PLEASE call me so that we can get together and start over together ... i love you girl <3<3