for all of you that think im being selfish by not staying in contact with anyone for a while..let me give you a heads up of whats going on in my life at this moment in time....

-im working full fucking time
-my gf has liver cancer
-im working on getting more jobs so i can see chase so i can take care of her.
-im trying to get out of debt.
-trying to ( Read more... )

why do i always and forever, find myself contemplating on why i am doing the distance, and then thinking well if i dont do it, im prbably going to regret not doing it, and vice versa, am i just back in for a break down? i dontk now...im trapped in yet another hole and i cant get myself out...im constantly digging deeper, when all i want to do is ( Read more... )

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so im just sitting here, you know thinking about what im going to be writing next...hmmmmm

last night i drove up to hagerstown and hung out with crystal for a little bit, then drove down to frederick...nic and i went and got a bite to eat at "Fridays." had a great conversation with her about how her and i dont want to or ever have sex with ( Read more... )

well this weekend was rather interesting, i spent it up in west virginia visiting a great friend of mine, Brie...i thought i was getting away from drama, from girls, heart ache, everything, but always and forever like usual, it followed...i mean there wasnt really any drama, just heart ache..i met up with this one girl, i dont know if  i should put ( Read more... )

yay so i finally deleted all those blasted old journal entries...took long enough, and since i know theres probably some awesome way to delete them all at once instead of individually...alas right...i just got back from the bar, met up with maggie, christine, angel, that one chick that always stares at me and i dont know her name, angels man haha, ( Read more... )