so much for sleeping

[scapeg0at]

Ok so i said i was going to bed and I did...well for about 30 minutes then my roomate got home. He was like me and a co worker are going to a strip club want to come(ok so i wasn't exactly down so much with the waking up thing or really to be honest the strip club at that point but I was curious as to which one they were going to at 3am plus the

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[theboobies]

Sometimes I wish I had nothing to lose so I could just take off with a car and lose myself somewhere...funny thing is when you think you've lost yourself you actually find yourself...which i think I have yet to do

[scapeg0at]

yea its true, like i said most people think that being homeless and whatever should have been the worst thing to happen in my life, but to be honest it was the best thing I have ever done. You don't have to lose everything to find out who you are, because what you have is not who you are. But it does help to strip away all the bull shit and look at things for what they are. Its strange because of the stand that I took with my dad and step mom, walking out and all I gained their respect and it mended a little of a fence that I thought was far beyond repair. Trina I honestly don't think you ever find all of yourself, I just think you have to find enough pieces to make it work.

[theboobies]

do you have msn??

[scapeg0at]

sure do hun brother_randall@hotmail.com