I woke this morning with tears in my eyes ( Read more... )

For the 2nd time some how my entry got erased before i could finish it last time my new kitty erased it, this time it was my own blundering but maybe its a sign that i was not ment to say what i was ready to publish for the world tomrow night i guess we will find out cause tomrow I will let er fly I swear one way or the other tomrow night I am ( Read more... )

so today my roomate brought home a new kitten, at first i was like man the cat has to go, cause he already has one and his first cat is a pain in the ass. But after spending the day with the new kitten i fell in love, it reminds me so much of my old cat, makes me really miss my kitty, its strange the new kitty has the same color patteren as my old ( Read more... )

Ok so hate is a strong word but people suck, they suck bad. So as far as the female drama, i talked to her best friend and her friend told me that steff really likes me, but steff isn't sure what she wants in her life right now. So I am not getting played I am getting lead on, slightly better i think but still not good. But at least with lead on ( Read more... )

Ever have that feeling of uncontrolable impending doom. Yea I got a serious case of it right now, have had it for a while(cept last night it was great, but i think thats what makes this feeling feel so much worse). With anyone i have ever met on the internet its hard to cut through what they say and what they mean, i know better then to take ( Read more... )

Well yesterday I went to seattle to meet steff, and well it was a very memorable night. SO here is the recap i wanted to leave vancouver here no latter then noon cause that would have got us to steffs house no later then 330(she lives just north of seattle) and then i figured we would kick it in seattle tell round 2-3 ish which if we drove ( Read more... )

Ok so it has been a while since i have updated, not that nothing has gone on in my life because for the most part is the compleat opposit of the truth, its been more I haven't been motivated enough to sit here and really think about where my life is heading and what i am doing, for the most part right now it depresses me. But my firends deserve to ( Read more... )

Yea ok so by now anyone who has ever took a few minutes to read any of this has realized I am a ball of emotion, and well this week has been a ruff one. Well I am falling hard for a damn E-girl it sucks, is sucks, it sucks, I told myself after the last nightmare I would never do it, but steff is awesome just absolutly awesome which I almost think ( Read more... )

So yea haven't updated in a while, not that I haven't had anything going on, it's quite the opposit. My life has suddenly just became insane and i love it. So I am scared I think I am falling for another internet girl it sucks. so yea she might be coming to see me tomrow. SO yea anywys my roomie had company over at like 5Am its now 6Am and ( Read more... )