Everyday is pretty much the same. Work, sleep, stay home, etc. I have no friends here. None that actually want to see me or wonder if I am still alive. I am supposed to work a fuckin 13 hour shift for new years eve.. fun... We will be buisy as fuck and I am the only 3rd shift production working there tonight.. I am so fucked..

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I am a Terrorist


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 This road I am walking, straight ahead with no sight of anything in front of me

Is it the right way? Or will it wind up becoming a dead end?

If it is a dead end, would I have to turn around and find a new way? Or make my own path?

I am walking blindly into what ever confronts me along the way. I feel lost although I feel I have been here once ( Read more... )

This is how I feel right now ( Read more... )

 It's like 6 pm and I just woke up. Right now I am home alone kinda bored. Kayla and her father are X-mas shopping for me and who ever. Yesterday I had the best time with my mom. I went to GreenWood mall to get my mom her presents and Kayla's present. I met her friend Brad and we had fun joking and making fun of people and just acting goofy. I ( Read more... )

 I am gonna see my mom today. WOOT WOOT!!! I am going to take her to get her belly button pierced, then we are gonna go to the mall so I can go X-mas shopping for my brother, my mom, Kayla, and other people who I hadn't gotten the chance to get something yet.

Is it six yet?? Ugh lol. Then it's off to work. Man so many people got fired and the one ( Read more... )

  Today is my day off and I have a lot of spare time to sit down and think of random shit. I mostly Think about my mom. I am really worried about her. She is getting divorced with my soon to be ex-step father, Scott. Him and I used to be really cool, but I really don't know what happened anymore. We'd takl about bands, music, and everything else ( Read more... )

I so felt blown off. What the hell did I do wrong? All I was askin was if I could stay the night and spend a night with my friends. And what happened? I got laid on a floor of broken glass and left to bleed from the million paper cuts that surround my heart. So much for "I love you Zak".. It's more like "You're too much of a burden to go pick up ( Read more... )