CONFUSED ONCE AGAIN...

[scaredinside]

Ok..so basically I feel like a total douche bag. I change my mind a little too much I think. One day I'm going to stay in Pensacola no matter what and then the next day I'm coming back to Buffalo. It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't tell my mom every time I think I've made a decision. I feel totally bad for putting her through this but I really think

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[touchmylily]

youknowwhat? the thing about they say pop instead of soda seems so out of place. its all serious and junk and your worried about the way they talk. hahaha. make me laugh!but still i know you have the courage to talk to your mom...whichever decision you make it will be ok! cant wait to see you!!!!!

[scaredinside]

I know...I had to lighten things up for myself. I was getting too serious. But I did talk to my mom. I told her I'm planning to stay but it might change depending on a couple of things. She kinda cried a little and then we talked about it some more. She hates the idea of me staying but she understands why I want to. I feel so bad cuz she looked so sad the rest of the night...