i still cant believe shes gone. i walk into each room thinking there she'll be, but she never is. i love my kamoo so much.. i don't know how i'll survive. i put a calender up but .. i fear counting the days. i dont want to know how many days, hours, moments from now it will be until shes back .. i just want to wake up with her in my arms again.

im alone again
i haven't been this sad since october 26th.

so updates.. im now in my new apartment.

i loves my kamooey ^__^ who now lives wif me and rapes me with cuddles on a daily basis.

and i taste of tuna!

o_o...... damn kyle has some bigass eyes. GRAH!

So i got burned by cheese today. I've never been so angry at dairy products before.

You ever wake up and just know it's going to be one of those sideways ass-fucked days? Mhmm ( Read more... )

I had this dream that a band of fucking deformed retards tried to go on a murderous rampage and failed. man my neck sucks.

I honestly don't even know what to say anymore. About anything. The freak in my reflection. The pain I wake with every fucking morning. I've come to the conclusion that I'm a screw up. One of many. That I define worthless. pathetic. nothing. I''ve made the connection that my life is a waste. I always colored outside the lines. I don't like who I am ( Read more... )

http://news.aol.com/story/ar/_a/sheriffs-deputy-kills-six-in-rampage/20071007163409990001

fuck up, i am.

I wish Iwere cold.

black sheep (2007) is a funny movie.. VIOLIENCE OF THE LAMBS!!

>_>